My LoVeLy BuDDy's MM BirThDay

Happy Birthday to our birthday queen's MM

My another two buddies's Gah Hui & Stephanie.

The most closer with me of course is Stephanie.

We had celebrated MM's Birthday at Delicious cafe after watch the movie's Knowing. I like the environment there which is warm and I felt comfortable too with the lighting effect. The bird cages design really attract my eyes & their creative made me admire. besides, their food also not bad.

A salad

A pasta

A pie as well... shit!! forgot to take picture for our dessert- chocolate brownies..>.< that's what I would like to recommend to you guys... TRUST me, it's really nice.. go to try it out!!

I really ate a lot that day... before we had to meet with MM, we had took a lot of sushi at Sushi King. Felt so hungry to walk around for MM's birthday gift.. We got a bag from Geb for her and feel great that MM's love the bag so much!!

damn!! The skirt I saw at ZARA. I love the cutting and design so much since it fixed my body pretty well! but it cost amount RM199. SoB....sOb.... Better put it back to ZARA..Crazy for the dress.....My RM199.. I LOVE THE DRESS!!!! T_T

Finally, I got something that I found for long...this's some healthy product and good for skin! RM72 for bottle. It worth for health & beauty ^^ hahaha

That's all for my weekend!! tired enough for this whole week..I think now is the better time to rest and recharge before start my another final report ..another report need to hand up soon.. >.<>

My FaReWeLL WiTh G2

Farewell party on Friday!!

Thanks to my team members to invite us a lunch at Sakae, Pavillion.
That's great!!

My manager's Jen. she is a busy women/workaholic.
kept on talking about company tasks while in lunch with us.

My on-site supervisor's Michelle Lee.
Just kept on eating...she can eat a lot...

Audrey(Left) & Jolene Loi (Right).
nice smile~

Audrey & me.
Audrey, you made my eyes look damn small.. >.<

Don't want to take photo with you anymore..

2nd round
My favourite - Steamboot for dinner.
2 types of steamboots we order which were porridge steamboot and tom yam steamboot.
Thanks to my Director Manager's Eddie Soo who paid for it.
(Not dare to take his picture... ok la..then just put the only guy in my team-Rafe.)

There's no end yet after dinner.
3rd round at Zouk that night around 11pm.
had fun with you guys..

Last, thanks to my supervisor Michelle for the present.
I feel touching here.....
Michelle, Thank you so so much.
I love it!
I guess you can read my mind cause I really need a pouch badly.

THANKS FOR ALL!!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU ALL FOR SURE!!

I LoVe DreSs

Shit! I suppose went to Sungai Wang on Thursday to choose a birthday gift to Mei Mun for her 21yrs old birthday but can you see what I ended up with? Nice Haul for myself... I have addicting on dress currently. I bought 3 dresses with a stocking for the day. Luckily those items in Sungai Wang were not really expensive! Otherwise...I will be broke! I seldom shopping at Sungai Wang due to their some design & quality are very bad and worldliness. But you can still figure out some nice stuff sometimes… if you really go to find it with your patient and close up your eyes to avoid those "lala" or "seafood" fashion.

This dress only cost me amount of RM39 and the stoking it was RM12.60.

Same design with 2 different colour. White color is easy to penetrate under the sun or water. It's more suitable to use as a clothes with a jeans or stocking at the bottom...otherwise, Grey colour is nice to wear as a short dress to show your nice leg ^^ it cost RM24 for each.

Lastly, I had prepared a present for my on-site supervisor. Fri was my last day as a trainee in G2. I learnt a lot from her. Need to guide such a noob as me was not an easy job. I really appreciate everything that she did. I think I will miss her…..

Internship = Cheap labor?

Internship = cheap labor?

That's what I heard from my course mate. I consider lucky enough with my training here since I have never been treated as a labor in G2 but more than an assistant to my on-site supervisor. She always guide me patiently and expecting me more than just a trainee. She advised me that must be brave to ask, to try, to make mistake and learn from mistake. Am I a Labor? Not really! Not believe? Then read my dialogue below for what happened in my company.

Scene1:
Date: 03.04.09
Time: 3.45pm

I sat in front of my Associate Director and did my routine works. Suddenly, a heap of paper falls on the floor from his table.... which means just behind my seat... I had planned to bend down my waist to pick it out.... but at the same time...

Associate Director: Don't!!! Don't pick it up!! You are not allowed to do that! I make it and I will pick it up by self! You are not come here to do this but learn.
Me: ......oh...okies.. =. =ii (turning back to my desk & continues my work.)

Scene2:
Date: 02.04.09
Time: 5.30pm

Account executive's Michelle: hey, I need this doc.
Account executive's Jolene: Then just make a photocopy la...
Account executive's Michelle: But we should not request intern to make copy right?
Account executive's Jolene: Then just make a copy yourself la...

At the end of day... Michelle went to make a copy of the doc by self even though she was tired and busy......

YES. That's true. Of course sometimes we must bear the blame for our mistaken. Tension and tired too but we have learnt a lot from there. There’s something that we had never learn from school, even from our text book. Who never had been scold in work? Even though next week would be my last week internship in G2 but I still got a lot of proposal need to hand up and present by next week... I need more of inspirations....more of ideas....come on...

Another thing to share here is... I got another 2 pair of shoes from company this week!! hehehe... These shoes supposed belongs to our T&C girl for an event but now It was belonging to me as Free..

My Clear List On April

My clear list on april:

1) Brainstorm

2) 2 proporsals
3) 2 presentations
4) Research
5) Bi-weekly report
6) Final report
7) FYP consultation

Conclusion: Sylvene couldn't go anyway on this coming weekend!No shop, no movie, no karaoke!

Besides of the task above, Sylvene also decided to clear up her relation with someone on this april. she won't waiting for him anymore. My dear, this would be my last time to call you that. Thanks to tell me that "We are just a friend."But what I want to tell you is "I don't want just be your friend and I couldn't treat you as a friend!"You never know how pain my heart when you gave me the answer of friend. Tried hard to control my tears, tried to take a deep breath and told myself, be brave, don't cry girl. you wil be fine. no big deal. You are just missing one of your belief but you can still create another one for self... I got nothing more to say.. but ..

GoodBye my friend......
Your depart would be the time to end up everything between us. All the best to you.

Just about life

Do you know what the feeling is when people broke an appointment at last minute? After you had prepared everything including yourself? Broke an appointment was not the issue I concerning to but at least try to not make it at last minute. Broke an appointment for a guy who always broken your heart was made me unbearable. Maybe I’m not in love, I’m not you. Thus, I do not understand why girls always blame themselves for guy's mistake and never learnt to treat self better. He does not deserve your tears. He still can make fun around with friends, sleep tight and eat something nice when you are suffocating alone. What is the point to suffering yourself for nothing? That's really ridiculous. He just prefers who easy come easy go. Don't treat yourself as a girl like that.

Girl, actually you can always be happy with your life, free to make any decision, proud with yourself. Just depend on how you think and what you choose in life. But now, what are you doing? Crying for a stupid fellla? Tell you what, I will straight away dumping the bastard into rubbish bin if I’m yours. We have brain, we have knowledge, and we have our own ability. Why we need to depend on guy for everything, especially an asshole? We can create a lot of possible instead of waiting someone to create a land to us! Whose will know whether the land is suit to us? Possibly, the land will belong to another girl later?

Anyway, I didn't change my plan yesterday even though you had broke an appointment with me. I went to Mid-Valley and met with Jaslyn since I had never met with her after last year Dec. She changed a lot compare with last year. Don't you think so? Looks better than previous who always wear a big size T-Shirt and 3 quarter pant to school. I was forcing her to take some picture with me so that I can update my blog. Camwhore here^^ but I did not satisfied with myself here. Looks suck.. Is time to salon...

Window shopping? Nah~It's impossible happen on me!!! 4 items I bought yesterday at Sasa. Just four items but costed me amount RM238.oo after 20% discount >.< comestic really cost women a burden T_T

Yesterday was my youngest broth Jack’s birthday.
Happy B’day to my lovely broth!
May all dreams come true!

MY DATE?

After cutting the cake, I went out with my friend for his dinner, my supper around 9.30pm. We had talked a lot with past. We were together laughing so hard due to our stupidity from the past and also, even the present, now. We just like to foolish people around and ourselves sometimes. Everything was so nice until he was kissing my cheek without my notice and holding my hand without permit. What would a girl do in this situation? Slap his face straight away? Run away from the first place happens? Crying? Embarrassing? But I didn’t. I not even felt angry with it but it was enough to make me calm down emotional difficultly afterward.

I really couldn’t understand. How could you confess to me while you still have a girlfriend? Maybe lonely will kill a person and made you having some wrong illussion on me. and it might be the reason too why I didn't slap you for the kiss on cheek. Honestly your hug was warm enough to take away the cold but there's no more further, shouldn't have any further. Full stop been puting. Lonely is not the reason to make sin or do watever you want, or what I want. My mind is still conscious and no more blind. You were never giving up on me no matter how many times I was rejected & explained with my situation. Sometimes, I really do feel pity for your girlfriend. I’m not going to become another one of her. I need fidelity. You can say that I’m too defensing myself but there’s nothing wrong to defense myself from being hurting. You said I cheating myself, cheating my own feeling just because I’m scare. That’s why I’m not even daring to look into your eyes to answer your question. This will be my last time clarify with you at here and hope you will understand cause I really appreciating you as my friend. I never cheating myself and I couldn’t cheating myself too. My rejection is doesn’t matter with your girlfriend but is me. I really waiting for someone meanwhile work hard to fight for my own future now. I have many dreams and goals need to pursue. Now is the time to start implement. I have to restructure my life to be better of me. Tough, confidence, smart, and independent!

Just you are not the one I waiting for.

treat her and yourself better k?

MY INTERNSHIP?

There’s just another 2 weeks for my internship in G2. Within the past 12 weeks, I gained a lot, especially with my EQ management and the attitude on our responsibility. My supervisor praises me on last week with my good job! I feel happy and worth with my effort. The most important is they appreciate your effort too. Anyway, my supervisor hope that I can learnt and absorb as much as possible within my last 10days. At least I can leave with proud at the end of day.

My WILD

Now is 2.27am, Sunday morning. I still sit in front of my lovely lappie, listening to some rock-and-roll music, and writing my diary. There would be perfect with a glass of red wine but not. I just came back from my cousin house for a dinner at Banting, Selangor. Felling dizzy with few bottles of beer. As what I had expected, dressed up myself with a sexy hot pant and a deep V clothes has successes to make those guys fix their eyes on me. (That was what my dad suggested, hot pant and a black color deep V clothes can make me looks gorgeous and slim. Dad, you are right! It was.) Men are vision animal definitely. They were keeping their eyes on me whenever and wherever I moved but no dare to over the border line. I was Bending my waist, changing my sitting position, walking around with my sexy high-heel shoe...Guys, are you thirsty? Opss..So sorry..My aunty always teach us to fully utilise our body language as a weapon. Shows them without shy and proud with it. Just let them look at it but couldn't touch! Aunty, I did it pretty well as you did. It was totally fulfilling my peacockery with my little naughty. Am i very superficial? Yes!!! I was! Whose care about it? I don't mind what you have thought on me...As long as the attraction still together with me and make me happy and proud... There's another evil living inside my soul which just been inhibition.

There were some guys confess to me currently. Feel peacock yet a bit annoying sometimes. "I Love You" speak out from their mouth doesn't lead me high as what movie or drama does describe. I felt empty as my heart still pumping ordinary, my soul staying peaceful. But thanks to love me anyway, for everything. Your persist is what I never have. Life doesn't comes perfect! The one came to you was not the one you expecting. I really do hope that you are the one confess to me, not them. I had confessed everything to you as my naked...Thus, can you say something instead of pretending nothing? Feeling is just something that couldn't control by self no matter how many times I had asked myself to give up on you and forgot about the past that you did for me. Nevertheless, it keeps replaying in my mind as I trying hard to forget it. How many days didn't hear your voice? 2 days? 3 days? Or 4? Do you thinking of me as what I always do? Please hold me tight before I have gone once day.