心の堡垒 Heart Palace

2009-07-19T09:59:00.000-07:00

Announcement!

I had moved my blog to tumblr and below is my new address:

http://sylvene.tumblr.com/

This blog wil be close soonest... sorry for any incovenience caused. I had my own to reason why to close this blog.. Thanks..

Good Student

2009-06-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

Jaslyn & me (at right)

Rushed for assignments without sleep for 2days, ended up with this situation in lecture class!
Johnny took our picture without notice us... paparazi...

Bazaar

2009-06-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

I feel like no mood to update my blog currently. Especially after re-open school. A lot of assignments need to handle and most of it are quite heavy such as web page design which just read of code number like javascript, HTML,XHTML. Animation which need to create and draw a lot of frame for those character action, face expression, sound effect, lighting and so forth. cannot imagine now how much effort and time we need to spend on it. next, we still have thinking technique & communication Law in this sem. I will be the leader for thinking technique this time & I do hope I can done it well at the end of day.

Anyway, today just went to bazaar with my classmate after the class, which just near by my college. For 1st, I really lack of interesting to bazaar when Jas suggest would like to take a look before go home. obviously, I got a wrong perception about bazaar. I found something nice and unique. A necklace it seduce me to bring it home and of course i won't make myself disappointed with. This necklace only cost me amount RM22 but i feel worth for it. besides, i also found something nice but quite expensive like bag from HK. hope can bring it home too.

cutie mobile accessories. RM6.50 ^^

Finally, my mouse spoilt already aftar my lappie. haiz.. replace with the new one...but it functioning well compare v previous.. ^^

god. I need to continues with my flash assignment now and my thinking technique report as well. The deadline is next wed man.. sob..SoB...

My New Lappie & Nike shoes

2009-05-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

1st, I would like to say sorry to all my friends since I had never update my blog for long.. almost 3 weeks never share with yours about my life, my happiness, my journey. I quite unlucky last month. Sick for a week and my lovely lappie also spoilt after 2 and a half year together with me. My previous lappie's Dell had retired finally after fight for me for a periods. Today, I just got my new lappie after wait for a week. Compaq Presario CQ40-308TU. Cost me pain in heart >.<

let me show you the spec of this lappie,

Core 2 Duo 2.4GHZ(P8600)

2GB DDR2 RAM (I had updated it to 4GB Ram^^)

320GB HARDDISK

DVD BURNER

14'WIDE SCREEN

BRIGHTVIEW,WEBCAM

WIFI

56K MODEM & NIC

5 IN 1 CARD READER

3 x USB 2

INTEGRATED x4500

I went out for movie's The Uninvited with Jeff yesterday. The storyline totally same as another korean movie's The Sister. Is it hollywood already lack of inspiration? just kept copy the korean or japan scary movie. really unsurpised at all for the movie! Thanks Jeff for your sushi dinner, the souveniers, and my Nike shoes. But I couldn't accept the shoes without any reason. so I promise will pay you back the money as what i said that day. God! i really "bai ka".. just spent a bundle on lappie, and now with shoes. but I really love the shoes so much.... T_T I think I should stay more at home for another few weeks. saving...

My LoVeLy BuDDy's MM BirThDay

2009-04-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to our birthday queen's MM

My another two buddies's Gah Hui & Stephanie.

The most closer with me of course is Stephanie.

We had celebrated MM's Birthday at Delicious cafe after watch the movie's Knowing. I like the environment there which is warm and I felt comfortable too with the lighting effect. The bird cages design really attract my eyes & their creative made me admire. besides, their food also not bad.

A salad

A pasta

A pie as well... shit!! forgot to take picture for our dessert- chocolate brownies..>.< that's what I would like to recommend to you guys... TRUST me, it's really nice.. go to try it out!!

I really ate a lot that day... before we had to meet with MM, we had took a lot of sushi at Sushi King. Felt so hungry to walk around for MM's birthday gift.. We got a bag from Geb for her and feel great that MM's love the bag so much!!

damn!! The skirt I saw at ZARA. I love the cutting and design so much since it fixed my body pretty well! but it cost amount RM199. SoB....sOb.... Better put it back to ZARA..Crazy for the dress.....My RM199.. I LOVE THE DRESS!!!! T_T

Finally, I got something that I found for long...this's some healthy product and good for skin! RM72 for bottle. It worth for health & beauty ^^ hahaha

That's all for my weekend!! tired enough for this whole week..I think now is the better time to rest and recharge before start my another final report ..another report need to hand up soon.. >.<>

My FaReWeLL WiTh G2

2009-04-11T23:24:00.000-07:00

Farewell party on Friday!!

Thanks to my team members to invite us a lunch at Sakae, Pavillion.
That's great!!

My manager's Jen. she is a busy women/workaholic.
kept on talking about company tasks while in lunch with us.

My on-site supervisor's Michelle Lee.
Just kept on eating...she can eat a lot...

Audrey(Left) & Jolene Loi (Right).
nice smile~

Audrey & me.
Audrey, you made my eyes look damn small.. >.<

Don't want to take photo with you anymore..

2nd round
My favourite - Steamboot for dinner.
2 types of steamboots we order which were porridge steamboot and tom yam steamboot.
Thanks to my Director Manager's Eddie Soo who paid for it.
(Not dare to take his picture... ok la..then just put the only guy in my team-Rafe.)

There's no end yet after dinner.
3rd round at Zouk that night around 11pm.
had fun with you guys..

Last, thanks to my supervisor Michelle for the present.
I feel touching here.....
Michelle, Thank you so so much.
I love it!
I guess you can read my mind cause I really need a pouch badly.

THANKS FOR ALL!!!!!
I WILL MISS YOU ALL FOR SURE!!

I LoVe DreSs

2009-04-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

Shit! I suppose went to Sungai Wang on Thursday to choose a birthday gift to Mei Mun for her 21yrs old birthday but can you see what I ended up with? Nice Haul for myself... I have addicting on dress currently. I bought 3 dresses with a stocking for the day. Luckily those items in Sungai Wang were not really expensive! Otherwise...I will be broke! I seldom shopping at Sungai Wang due to their some design & quality are very bad and worldliness. But you can still figure out some nice stuff sometimes… if you really go to find it with your patient and close up your eyes to avoid those "lala" or "seafood" fashion.

This dress only cost me amount of RM39 and the stoking it was RM12.60.

Same design with 2 different colour. White color is easy to penetrate under the sun or water. It's more suitable to use as a clothes with a jeans or stocking at the bottom...otherwise, Grey colour is nice to wear as a short dress to show your nice leg ^^ it cost RM24 for each.

Lastly, I had prepared a present for my on-site supervisor. Fri was my last day as a trainee in G2. I learnt a lot from her. Need to guide such a noob as me was not an easy job. I really appreciate everything that she did. I think I will miss her…..

Internship = Cheap labor?

2009-04-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

Internship = cheap labor?

That's what I heard from my course mate. I consider lucky enough with my training here since I have never been treated as a labor in G2 but more than an assistant to my on-site supervisor. She always guide me patiently and expecting me more than just a trainee. She advised me that must be brave to ask, to try, to make mistake and learn from mistake. Am I a Labor? Not really! Not believe? Then read my dialogue below for what happened in my company.

Scene1:
Date: 03.04.09
Time: 3.45pm

I sat in front of my Associate Director and did my routine works. Suddenly, a heap of paper falls on the floor from his table.... which means just behind my seat... I had planned to bend down my waist to pick it out.... but at the same time...

Associate Director: Don't!!! Don't pick it up!! You are not allowed to do that! I make it and I will pick it up by self! You are not come here to do this but learn.
Me: ......oh...okies.. =. =ii (turning back to my desk & continues my work.)

Scene2:
Date: 02.04.09
Time: 5.30pm

Account executive's Michelle: hey, I need this doc.
Account executive's Jolene: Then just make a photocopy la...
Account executive's Michelle: But we should not request intern to make copy right?
Account executive's Jolene: Then just make a copy yourself la...

At the end of day... Michelle went to make a copy of the doc by self even though she was tired and busy......

YES. That's true. Of course sometimes we must bear the blame for our mistaken. Tension and tired too but we have learnt a lot from there. There’s something that we had never learn from school, even from our text book. Who never had been scold in work? Even though next week would be my last week internship in G2 but I still got a lot of proposal need to hand up and present by next week... I need more of inspirations....more of ideas....come on...

Another thing to share here is... I got another 2 pair of shoes from company this week!! hehehe... These shoes supposed belongs to our T&C girl for an event but now It was belonging to me as Free..

My Clear List On April

2009-04-01T03:12:00.000-07:00

My clear list on april:

1) Brainstorm

2) 2 proporsals
3) 2 presentations
4) Research
5) Bi-weekly report
6) Final report
7) FYP consultation

Conclusion: Sylvene couldn't go anyway on this coming weekend!No shop, no movie, no karaoke!

Besides of the task above, Sylvene also decided to clear up her relation with someone on this april. she won't waiting for him anymore. My dear, this would be my last time to call you that. Thanks to tell me that "We are just a friend."But what I want to tell you is "I don't want just be your friend and I couldn't treat you as a friend!"You never know how pain my heart when you gave me the answer of friend. Tried hard to control my tears, tried to take a deep breath and told myself, be brave, don't cry girl. you wil be fine. no big deal. You are just missing one of your belief but you can still create another one for self... I got nothing more to say.. but ..

GoodBye my friend......
Your depart would be the time to end up everything between us. All the best to you.

Just about life

2009-03-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

Do you know what the feeling is when people broke an appointment at last minute? After you had prepared everything including yourself? Broke an appointment was not the issue I concerning to but at least try to not make it at last minute. Broke an appointment for a guy who always broken your heart was made me unbearable. Maybe I’m not in love, I’m not you. Thus, I do not understand why girls always blame themselves for guy's mistake and never learnt to treat self better. He does not deserve your tears. He still can make fun around with friends, sleep tight and eat something nice when you are suffocating alone. What is the point to suffering yourself for nothing? That's really ridiculous. He just prefers who easy come easy go. Don't treat yourself as a girl like that.

Girl, actually you can always be happy with your life, free to make any decision, proud with yourself. Just depend on how you think and what you choose in life. But now, what are you doing? Crying for a stupid fellla? Tell you what, I will straight away dumping the bastard into rubbish bin if I’m yours. We have brain, we have knowledge, and we have our own ability. Why we need to depend on guy for everything, especially an asshole? We can create a lot of possible instead of waiting someone to create a land to us! Whose will know whether the land is suit to us? Possibly, the land will belong to another girl later?

Anyway, I didn't change my plan yesterday even though you had broke an appointment with me. I went to Mid-Valley and met with Jaslyn since I had never met with her after last year Dec. She changed a lot compare with last year. Don't you think so? Looks better than previous who always wear a big size T-Shirt and 3 quarter pant to school. I was forcing her to take some picture with me so that I can update my blog. Camwhore here^^ but I did not satisfied with myself here. Looks suck.. Is time to salon...

Window shopping? Nah~It's impossible happen on me!!! 4 items I bought yesterday at Sasa. Just four items but costed me amount RM238.oo after 20% discount >.< comestic really cost women a burden T_T

Yesterday was my youngest broth Jack’s birthday.
Happy B’day to my lovely broth!
May all dreams come true!

MY DATE?

After cutting the cake, I went out with my friend for his dinner, my supper around 9.30pm. We had talked a lot with past. We were together laughing so hard due to our stupidity from the past and also, even the present, now. We just like to foolish people around and ourselves sometimes. Everything was so nice until he was kissing my cheek without my notice and holding my hand without permit. What would a girl do in this situation? Slap his face straight away? Run away from the first place happens? Crying? Embarrassing? But I didn’t. I not even felt angry with it but it was enough to make me calm down emotional difficultly afterward.

I really couldn’t understand. How could you confess to me while you still have a girlfriend? Maybe lonely will kill a person and made you having some wrong illussion on me. and it might be the reason too why I didn't slap you for the kiss on cheek. Honestly your hug was warm enough to take away the cold but there's no more further, shouldn't have any further. Full stop been puting. Lonely is not the reason to make sin or do watever you want, or what I want. My mind is still conscious and no more blind. You were never giving up on me no matter how many times I was rejected & explained with my situation. Sometimes, I really do feel pity for your girlfriend. I’m not going to become another one of her. I need fidelity. You can say that I’m too defensing myself but there’s nothing wrong to defense myself from being hurting. You said I cheating myself, cheating my own feeling just because I’m scare. That’s why I’m not even daring to look into your eyes to answer your question. This will be my last time clarify with you at here and hope you will understand cause I really appreciating you as my friend. I never cheating myself and I couldn’t cheating myself too. My rejection is doesn’t matter with your girlfriend but is me. I really waiting for someone meanwhile work hard to fight for my own future now. I have many dreams and goals need to pursue. Now is the time to start implement. I have to restructure my life to be better of me. Tough, confidence, smart, and independent!

Just you are not the one I waiting for.

treat her and yourself better k?

MY INTERNSHIP?

There’s just another 2 weeks for my internship in G2. Within the past 12 weeks, I gained a lot, especially with my EQ management and the attitude on our responsibility. My supervisor praises me on last week with my good job! I feel happy and worth with my effort. The most important is they appreciate your effort too. Anyway, my supervisor hope that I can learnt and absorb as much as possible within my last 10days. At least I can leave with proud at the end of day.

My WILD

2009-03-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Now is 2.27am, Sunday morning. I still sit in front of my lovely lappie, listening to some rock-and-roll music, and writing my diary. There would be perfect with a glass of red wine but not. I just came back from my cousin house for a dinner at Banting, Selangor. Felling dizzy with few bottles of beer. As what I had expected, dressed up myself with a sexy hot pant and a deep V clothes has successes to make those guys fix their eyes on me. (That was what my dad suggested, hot pant and a black color deep V clothes can make me looks gorgeous and slim. Dad, you are right! It was.) Men are vision animal definitely. They were keeping their eyes on me whenever and wherever I moved but no dare to over the border line. I was Bending my waist, changing my sitting position, walking around with my sexy high-heel shoe...Guys, are you thirsty? Opss..So sorry..My aunty always teach us to fully utilise our body language as a weapon. Shows them without shy and proud with it. Just let them look at it but couldn't touch! Aunty, I did it pretty well as you did. It was totally fulfilling my peacockery with my little naughty. Am i very superficial? Yes!!! I was! Whose care about it? I don't mind what you have thought on me...As long as the attraction still together with me and make me happy and proud... There's another evil living inside my soul which just been inhibition.

There were some guys confess to me currently. Feel peacock yet a bit annoying sometimes. "I Love You" speak out from their mouth doesn't lead me high as what movie or drama does describe. I felt empty as my heart still pumping ordinary, my soul staying peaceful. But thanks to love me anyway, for everything. Your persist is what I never have. Life doesn't comes perfect! The one came to you was not the one you expecting. I really do hope that you are the one confess to me, not them. I had confessed everything to you as my naked...Thus, can you say something instead of pretending nothing? Feeling is just something that couldn't control by self no matter how many times I had asked myself to give up on you and forgot about the past that you did for me. Nevertheless, it keeps replaying in my mind as I trying hard to forget it. How many days didn't hear your voice? 2 days? 3 days? Or 4? Do you thinking of me as what I always do? Please hold me tight before I have gone once day.

Jealousy

2009-03-20T01:22:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember what I had shared with yours on my last post? About one of my friend's who asked me to brisbane, Aus together on the coming april? Well, who dislike travel? who never dreams of travelling to somewhere out of Asia countries...but am i affortable with the expenses? of course not! I don't wanna be broke after back from Aus. My friend's Alvin, he never think of budget and nothing to think about too. He working for airlines as a plane mechanical engineering in Singapore. The only benefit working in airlines that make me jealous is....

"You can fly for free whenever & wherever you want!"

Man~ I really jealous lo..

Fly for free to Aus, after that stay for free at Melvin's house! He really did plan everything well within the budget included ya.. no matter how..he won't die of hunger or homeless at there. OK. At least he still gave me an idea to work for Airlines next time. As considering, I might apply airlines company for marketing dept which used to organise campaign to promote their services. erM... dreams here again..... eh..How do I enter airlines company???

NO TITLE as my life now...

2009-03-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

Some of friends complaint that i didn't update my blog for long. Sorry darling, I really feel moody on last whole week. My work doesn't go smooth. Tired of physically can be recharge with a short rest, but mentally is more harder to heals. I tried to apply the law of attraction on mine, tried to brighten up myself with a lot of encouragement, tried to thinking positively to make life easier but it's fail. Always asking myself, why I couldn't be smart and better? because my effort is just not enough? maybe.. not much of interesting things was happen in my life currently....

I just went to matta fair on this afternoon with my dear's Pui San. she went to book a trip to Hong kong on coming Jun. I hope can follow too but unfortunately couldn't. There's another new sem on Jun and I think I wil start busy for my FYP(Final year proporsal). Another friend invite me to Brisbans on coming april too but ..... haiz... i guess i will just stay at home for coming holidays... be a good girl and save money. Promise myself! must plan a trip on Dec as a present for my graduated! pamper myself at least once!

No plan to update my blog until I had received this home make cookies from Pui San....Girl, I really do appreciated every little thing that u did for me. Feel touching here.... Thanks ya.. It taste great! really....The one who never ever cook water before can made such good cookies nowadays.. admire you! wat Melvin said is right...nothing is impossible if you are really work hard for it and start by now!

Another presents from my company.. nothing special to talk about.. but i like those visual..especially the lips with chilli....

That's all for last week.... hope can share more with yours next time..!!

My B'day

2009-03-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hey~ 8 of march is my big day! waiting my friends at Neway Time Square.

but waiting is quite bored. let's play v my camera before they come^^

This year we made something different. No more cake for birthday but with J&CO donut^^
1st wish..I wish to.............
(1st wish is a secret...)

2nd wish is for our ever lasting friendship.

Our only "Reunion Picture" after few years...
(We Knew each others during Form2..a lot of memories in my mind..)

My Buddy's Stephanie & Me.
(She look great! Stephanie, treat yourself better ok? Your birthday is coming NEXT!! kacha!!)

My buddy's MM & Gah Hui
(They are always the same without change XD)

Stephanie again & MM ^^
(different style... casual & lady)

"Ji Mui", really paisei today.. u paid all for me..the karaoke fee, donut, & my presents..
(Skin Food Fresh Lime Body Emulsion and comestic pen.)

Besides, thx for spent ur's time on me...and everything that u did.

I felt touching too when you all singing d birthday song v different language ya..
haha.. but need more practise anyway~!!
feel happy v you all arounds..
this's friends about..

p/s: Thanks for some other friends who blessing for me too.
Jasmine, Li Ling, Kah Yin, Kelvin Lee, W.P.Yeoh, Dennis Bain, Angel, Karen Lee, Wei Xiong, Tracy, Keith, Hui Chi San, Pui San, Seok Yong, Wei Xiang, Darren Kailun, Xiao Yee, Pei Wei, Jin Suan, Jamie, Kurt, Grace Poh, Mei Sim, Sook Funn, Erng Mei, Ryan, Cherrie, Jeff Chiew, Paul Chong, Norman Law, Pei chyi, Levi, Alan, Joanne etc..
(Sorry if miss up somebody...anyway, I had received ur blessing..)

Thanks for your Present....

2009-03-04T04:20:00.000-08:00

Rong Hee荣希, I had received your birthday present.. This was the 1st present that I had received this year. Thanks a lot...I will keep it well ^^

I LOVE IT SO MUCH!

Another present from my Associate Director. A limited edition Dunhill's metal pack. The most special is... The metal pack got my name on top. ^^ I can keep it as memories..

Chit Chat!

2009-03-01T20:52:00.000-08:00

Felt great yesterday to hang out with my Jasmine & Li ling. We were sing karaoke together from 1pm - 6.30pm. we shout together without shame. This's another way to release our stress ^^ after that, we just had some drink together and chit chat about life, about work, about properties, about travelling & of course about guys too... We have plan to organise a bag packing on the coming may but still decide for the destiny. hope can make it this time...

Today just went back to general hospital for my medical check up in half a year. Good that everything's fine with my report. But my Doc gave me a lot of antibiotic for next 2 months.. my body is quite weak currently. besides. he said that this antibiotic is good for skin.. got a lot of pimples on face..ugly...

we always chit chat a bit when I was back to hospital. He suggest me to married after graduated since a lot of Doc still single and available such as Specialist Doc. Chang & Doc.Lim ^^ both of them are really MAN~ & smart!! no doubt.... i knew them almost 5 years since i was stay in Hosp last time..... hehehee..

KLCC Isetan member card sales up to 70%

2009-02-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

Isetan member card sales start again on this fri until sunday (1st of march). many things up to 70% discount and worth to buy especially formal wear for OL ladies and T-shirt. Some of Guess women handbag up to 40% discount. I was looking around for a watch but no surprising watches in Isetan still cost a lot even under discount. many consumers' bought a lot of perfumes and clothes but what I only bought yesterday are a T-Shirt from SEED & a bracelet. Felt regret now without bring home another 2 colors of the T-shirt which are in black & white.

I saw a nice scarf at Isetan yesterday but it still cost RM59. but luckily I saw something nice at Pavillion yesterday too when on the way for lunch with my ex'colleague's Kah Yin.

Nice scarf ya ^^Only cost RM20

The most I collected from my company was Lighter. This was already 3rd lighter I has collected this month but i'm not a smoker. Another 2 already gave my friends as a present^^ this one wil keep for Melvin. Actually just as an excuse to meet with him... XD sometimes, women also need be initiative to create the chance for self to get what they want. Pls.. now alrd 2009, dun be sitting there and waiting for his call!!

oshh... the hair accessories was a souvenir from my Associate Director when he was back from Shanghai trip.

Tomorrow will sing K again with my ex'colleagues at neway.. will tell you more if any interesting happens...bye^^

ShOp

2009-02-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

Guess what I bought today at KLCC?

Dang dang dang dang! It's a bag!!

It's big enough to put in my stuff... women got many items to bring along such as mobile, purse, unbrella, key, water bottle, make up equitments, tissue, organizer, and a book maybe..... I hope this one can use for long..my previous bag alrd spoilt as the bag hanger was break off by those passenger in monorial LRT.... T_T

RM89 after discount!

shit..I have bought another pair of shoes again.. look nice and class...

original price: RM80...But sure I got it with staff purchase discount. Thanks Yoke Kwan again.

Spend a lot. My watch need to be on hold at the moment.

My week-5 In Internship

2009-02-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

Day -9 of chinese new year, Lion dance attacked my office this morning...

Ang pau from company

another cute ang pau pack from my colleague's Eddie Teh.

2 boxes of cake from company as well....

I been through my 1 months internship here, still made mistake everydays and careless...

haiz.. anyway, thx to my supervisor's Michelle who teach me a lot patiently..

I start to thinking that how far i can go for my another 45 official days..

I really do hope can done it well..

I should be more optimistic and work hard..

be strong..

doesn't matter been blame by seniors.. cause they put knowledge into your pocket.

SyLVene...you can make it..

do I?

A Pair Of Shoes

2009-01-16T19:57:00.000-08:00

Shoes,
One collection for most of women,
Sport,
Casual,
Formal,
High-heeled,
Boots,
Platform,
Moccasin,
Clog,
Slippers,
Sandals,
Loafer,
Even the different of colors,
To match the different clothes or dress,
Make it perfect to appear in front of the people,
Your family,
Your boss,
Your friends,
Your colleagues,
Your lover,
Or even strangers.
As we try to find a lover,
Sometimes, I found a pair of shoes that look nice with the design,
Stylish, modern, exclusive,
But it was not suit for my age or my personality,
Sometimes, I found a pair of shoes that accorded everything above,
But cannot found the size I needed to fix in my small feet,
Sometimes, I found my size together with the nice design,
But it’s uncomfortable and makes my leg pain to walk,
Even wear and tears our skin,
But because of the beauty,
Sometimes, I bear for the pain,
Until my leg is pain and blood,
I only realized,
Nothing is perfect.
So,
Choose a pair of shoes to suit our feet?
Or
Use your feet to bear to the shoes?
Finally,
I found myself a pair of shoes.
Not the design and style the most I love,
But,
It’s the most that I needed.

Ps:
I purchased a new arrival shoes at Vincci with 40% staff purchase price off. This shoes suppose is RM69 but I just spent with RM41. Thanks Yoke Kwan who working there.

I'M WEAK!!

2009-01-14T04:41:00.000-08:00

The most I scare and depress to heard is

"I really don't undertand what you trying to said."

Think positively...think positively......think positively....think positively..
There's the reason why I come for trainn..

SHIT!!

I'M WEAK!!

ReD AroUnD

2009-01-11T06:04:00.000-08:00

Red lantern,

Red Fabric,

Red Plum Blossoms,

Red is around you and me,

yes, Chinese New year is around the corner again..

are you waiting for CNY ?

alrd prepare your new clothes for the coming CNY?

My good haul today when shop with Jasmine and LiLing.

A Shirt

A skirt from VOIR. RM 45 with 50% discount.

A formal skirt for work. cost RM21 with 70% discount.

Belt is one of my favourite collections... especially with white. it's only cost RM15.

Ear rings...3 for RM1O ^^
I like the square shape.

Long Island

2009-01-09T23:09:00.000-08:00

A cup of cocktail's Long Island at alexis bistro & wine bar,

I hope it would be able to make me drunk,

Waiting for the feeling of dizzy,

Be hug under your shoulder,

To warm up my soulless empty heart,

Coz tonight, i just need a shoulder for rest.

A shoulder for friends,

A shoulder for concern,

A shoulder for encourage,

As I was really needed it.

But i still awake.

Not allowed to escape,

Viewed the thousand lighting household under my feet,

ask myself,

who I'm?

where i goin to?

How i goin to?

0500am...

My 3rd day In Internship.

2009-01-07T05:53:00.000-08:00

Hey, come to visit my company which I will spend 3 and half months for my internship! Grey group is an international advertising agency, you can totally see how much different between local agency and international agency with the environment, the benefits, working style, and culture. Most of the staff there are “banana” who cannot read Chinese. They have good communication skills, creative mind, strong ability and belief, and responsibility to handle their jobs but they are smokers as well.

Today is my 3rd day in work. I will handle the account of Dunhill, one of the British America Tobacco. Account dept in advertising agency is different with other industries. We are not doing the calculation but dealing with the clients that handle by us to provide our services in mass media to fulfill their needs and wants. We have another few events will be held for the coming days. Not easy and pressure but I think that will be a good chance to learnt and challenge myself to work under pressure. 1st step always is the most difficult but everything will be fine after the 1st step try. Positive thinking will make life easier. Thanks to my colleagues who teach and guide me always.

(My tag - the strip and the designed are much better and sharp than utar identity card)

The environment of our department.

That's my place.

The corner for our team discussion.

some entertainment in d office, just beside our open pantry. but no one is free to touch it. some more, this is quite boring.

1st present that I received from company during the annual party.

GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW. NITE.

Shopping + gathering

2008-12-22T06:37:00.000-08:00

I get myself a new jeans today!
It's nice and fix my body well!

wau...it made my legs look longer...

^^~Love it so much~^^

Besides, I'm so happy to meet with my childhood friend's Cherrie and my secondary schoolmate’s Hany too who didn't hang out together for long after I had moved to new places 5 yrs ago. A lot of memories in my mind, some is so funny and quite stupidity. Hey, don’t doubt with it otherwise I will reveal every things at here. I’m sure you are not going to let it happen right, Cherrie? Hahaha….

(Cherrie & me)

(Seok Yong,Taylor's sis Kah Hui, Cherrie, me & Hany)

Hany, I like your hair ...very "YENG"!

Anyway, hope can see you all again~!
take care~!

What's profesional?

2008-12-21T07:42:00.000-08:00

What do happen with my hair now after the hair rebonding 3 months ago?
Let me tell u as below:

Dry and coarse as grass.
Tie knots everyday like a strip that play by kitten. Sometimes, I need to cut off the part that been tied.
Some parts of hair start to curl as Maggie.
Hard to take care and messy.

Conclusion:

My hair been damaged seriously by inexperience’s hairstylist.

Salon is a bit overrun nowadays. You may open a new salon easily with a poor certificate if you have the capital. I really got no ideas why people can get their certificate easily without any quality and responsibility.

the basic of a professional hairstylist should have:

Update and improve them self with the latest skill.
Provide the best of services and skills to fulfill the consumer’s needs and wants.
Must have a magic hand to change a person become nicer.
Polite, clean and tidy attire.
Mostly one hairstylist will only serve one customer at the time. From begin until the end.
Short nail so that the hairstylist would not to hurt the customer’s when wash their hair and so forth.
Familiar with all the salon equipments. Especially the heat of those machines what is the main factor that damages my hair.

I really do unbearable with the situation. Thus, my mom suggested me to get back my familiar hairstylist to solve the problem or re-do the rebonding which might make my hair better. certainly she was the sponsor this time.

He told me,

My hair had been damaged because they didn’t control well with the heater of perm.
Rebonding and hair treatment cannot be process on same day!!! That’s what they did on me.
They scald my head with their long nail.
Not sure what kind of materials they was used.

I hope I can do the rebonding again to solve my hair problem now but he was not agreed to. He said it will make worst. What the only thing he did for me was to cut off the bottom part of my poor hair and did a hair treatment made it more soften and smooth. Advise to use some smooth refresher after wash my hair everyday. That might make my hair better.

Advise:
cheap is nothing good.
Pay more for better salon or do searching when choosing a salon.

Many salons are not professional at all.

holiday-ing.

2008-12-18T21:36:00.001-08:00

Holiday-ing!!! yooohooo!!! Finally I had done my assignments and final exam. It was really suffered me of doing revision and sat in front of text book. You know what? That would be great if government can abolish the exam^^ I will be the 1st one to say “Malaysia boleh! ” but it still a dream for most of students. Anyway, now is the time to re-start my social life and have to make fun before my internship which will be starts by next Jan. I will have my practical in an advertising company located Wisma Genting. The jobscope is to handle the British American Tobacco account. Even though that’s not my 1st job but I really do feel a bit nervous and doubt with my own abilities. I always told myself need to do something to improve myself well with full preparation, to more tenacity, learnt how to resist the pressure and how to be more independent in work but I saw nothing can push me further at the moment. Where’s my motivation? No 1 there and no any reason that enough to push me more persist in anything. Hope everything will be fine.

ok, finishing my mumbling...let's see what i got recently from my parents.

FIRST

The new printer from my mother to replace my poor Epson that cannot be repair any more.

SECOND

My 1st digital camera from my dad. special bonus huh.....

It's a suit time for capture within my 2 weeks holidays!! cheer :)

Thanks dad & mom... I LOVE U!!

CHRISTMAS SPECIAL

2008-12-11T21:43:00.000-08:00

Christmas is around the corner. Do you busy searching for Christmas costume's when your friends around had one of it? But you need something special, differences, and unique? Then you might need a Santa's T-shirt which is different v other people in limited edition. Here it's.

Question Santa: Limited Edition prints.
Only 80 in circulation.
Stretchable, amazingly smooth, fabulously comfortable.

CHRISTMAS SPECIAL:
ONLY RM69 for special printing & double-sided.
(Original price: RM89)

My friend is one of the designer for the T-shirt. Here's one of the commercial I promised to do for her v my blog. No force but will feel great v your support!!!! If you are interesting, may visit my friend's blog. click here . or email to questionthebrand@gmail.com. for ordering. State subject as "Question Santa". Provide mailing address and we'll send you our account details.

MeaNingFuL

2008-12-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

That's very meaningful for what i had read from my mail. some might read it before but that's worth to read again right!

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

Time Management

2008-12-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

Do you know how important of time management? If you are not really know, try to imagine that you are the one who be in charge for the morning meeting but you are late again due to the jam on road. That’s not an excuses when you are realized that all your members, your boss, even your client are waiting for you to start the presentation but unfortunately you are late, you will end up with a fire letter and your company will lost a client. Or try to imagine that you are in the exam hall to do your exam paper. You just left another 20mins for the test but you still got 1 short question and another essay haven’t complete yet. What you can expert for at this situation. Nothing surprise that you will end up with an uncompleted exam papers and having a poor performances for this subject.

This happened in my exam hall today! K.O for the test instead. I could understood all the questions and what it's exactly. Unfortunately my time management is damn weak. I couldn't complete my work due to the time limit. Of course felt sad and disappointed with my performanced today. Worries that need to take supplementary paper which is cost quite a lot and it will pulling down my CGPA, but nothing can be change with my worries now. There’s the fact and I only can accept for it. The only way to do is - solved the problem for the next coming paper and try my best for every single thing.

"FAILURE IS THE BEGIN OF SUCCESS"

Thanks to my fren Keith's who encouraged me today and spend your time as my listener.

Happy birthday Pui San

2008-12-08T05:39:00.000-08:00

stupidity we did that day..........

Seok Yong, Pui San and me. (from left)

PUI SAN,
She is very helpful,

headache but still teach me how to do the chemistry question from top to bottom.

( although I kept guessing for the answer with my absent mind.)
She is very intelligence and humble,

dislike reading but still can score full A’s for every single exam.

(although I was a full E's student..kidding.. I was not that bad. just weak to compared wif her.)
She is kindness,

unfair but still borrowed us her experiment report for copied after she had done each experiment.

(although I was only know to sat aside waited for copy. Actually i just dun want to disrupted her work.)
She is rational,

lack of sentiment but always accompany such over sentiment people as me for artistic movie.

(although I felt angry or sad with those story line.)

There is something more about her but it was only keep for between us.
Today is her birthday. I would like to say
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR"!

**********************************************************************************

We had made each of our birthdays as annual gathering. Just as usual for today. We met again for a lunch together. There was the quality time for us to concerned and chatted with each others. Participates today was Taylor, Seok Yong, Leng Boon, Chi San, Me and PUI SAN of course. Some was absent based on different issues.

What we ate today, sweet chat. and we did. ^^

The only couple today- Taylor & Seok Yong who always sweet together. Jealous >.<

let's see what we had eat today.

V
V
V
V
V

Cheese pasta

Burger set

my spicy beef pasta

dessert

Drinks - Blue Ocean & Tropical Punch

OK. time to eat. guys..

Comment: It was bad. Only the burger set was acceptable >.<

My EdWaRd CuLLeNs

2008-12-03T04:54:00.000-08:00

What’s romance love? What does the perfect guy that women searching for? If you guys don't know, twilight will give you the answer. That's why twilight became so popular and even been produced as a movie now.

Most of my friends should know I had addicted on this vampire love story since I bought twilight on last few months ago. There was a reason why I love Stephanie Meyer love twilight so much. Twilight author's Stephanie Meyer had successes to shape a perfect character and romance love environment in content which impossible exists in real life. We are poor women who always desperate with real life and need to fulfill the little desire through some story book. Sound sad! But it’s doesn’t matter, I still had those book and movie to accompany me.

In that movie, I saw my dream house, my dream car, my dream man who are powerful, responsible, smart, promises, fidelity, protective, gentle, and willing to spend some quality time or do something nice for beloved. And the most important is the character is damn rich. He can settle everything like a magic and provide the best of life to his beloved. God... I really do hope the vampire existing in the world, and then come to suck my blood. I will clean my neck by self and waiting for. Hahahaha…. I love my fantasy world and my good imagination. However, one thing I need to clarify that I dislike Robert Pattinson scored the part of Edward in Twilight. It's totally spoilt my perfect lover who existing in my imagination. Edward Cullens should be more than that!!!!! >.< trust me, imagine version always the best... give back my Edward Cullens...!!

After the movie, it's time for camworm........
merry christmas is around the corner..any plan to go???
we do not have any white christmas in m'sia...
only can sit at home and sing christmas song....damn poor la...

Chi Chung & me

My buddy Pui san & me

god!!! why i closed my eyes...??? spoilt it.

I'm happy to meet you, Raymond.

2008-11-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy and feel great today to met with my ex' manager’s Raymond after 2yrs times. but now he’s already became general manager in another company. We got the same hobby of sing and we went neways together last time before I had resigned and continues my degree. He’s really nice in singing. Even though he's one of banana who under English education but I really admire his tenacity in Chinese learning and the passion he put on his career. He knew a lot of Chinese and Cantonese song that I never know and he can sing well for every single song. I love his voice. Something I had learnt from him is if you want to success, you must put afford and set your mind.

Raymond. I would like to say thank you to you here if u saw my blog. Thanks for your kindness to spend your time with me even though that's suppose your official hours. That’s the second time you had sacrificed for me. You did the same thing before as what I remember in my mind. I really do enjoy your sang today and I like to sing with you too. I always feel hard to get partner who can sing together for those “challenge” song and make it different. ^^ but you are. I will always remember your bleeding love today. Other than that, what’s the problem with Taurus that you keep mention today? Just because you are one of Taurus or you just want to be a kindness people again to give me some guideline for my next searching? Anyway, thanks. But I’m not believed horoscope. Taurus is not match and the fact already shows it to me distinctly. Anyway, it would be nice to be a friend with Taurus because they are really gentle. heheheee~

Today I felt funny that why you will think my life is Hard? You and another friend's Melvin always said my life is hard enough. Make me feel Like I’m an Africa child who always in hunger status. Actually I never feel so. Yes, I need to try Hard for my study fee last time and my life expenses as well but that's ok for me. Life is not always goes with what u had expected. About my daily travelling.. It just left another 1 yr. it's doesn't matter. I’m not as hard as you though. I’m great. Of course it would become hard if compared to you or my friend’s Melvin. XD cause your life is more better than me.

This morning I really felt sick with my school performance but now I feel much better. See you again. Good Night.

The Little Baby

2008-11-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

(gal, you sleep on my bed again ya?)

(cutie, say Hi to everybody~ )

Hi, everybody! Look at my 2month's baby... she's cute as me right? big eyes, chubby face, small body with healthy skin... all is mini size, even the foot, the hand, the fingers, the face, the ears... everything look so cute.... really hard to imagine that I had been in this size before even though my body size now still not huge enough with my aged....

God.. I really hope can having a baby now. My baby! Can u imagine how the feel with caring your baby was? But that’s cannot be done by myself. Who want to be the volunteer? Anyone would like to register? But he must be macho, smart, rich, capability, humor, and special...and of course responsible and love me as well…who is matching all the point above?? hehehehe...

That small body always occupies my queen size bed when she feels sleepy at noon. Actually the bed is big enough for 2 adult but she just sleep at the middle of the bed as a queen and turned around on my bed. That’s what I saw when I back from my school and felt tired.... =.=ll must charge her dad and mom for the bed rental....

Anyway, I love that baby. Baby is clean, innocent, and nothing to worry about. Just cry when they are hungry, thirsty, or uncomfortable. And just sleep when they are feel tired. How simple is. They are not complicated as human in society, no trap, no sly, no betray, just as an angel. When look at them, everything is nice. The world becomes simple. Suddenly, I had jealous the baby.

my fresh morning

2008-11-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

what you can get at starbucks now for your coming christmas \*o*/ it's cute!!!!

This is my another busy week for my last sem in second years and this sem going to end up soon. The deadline of assignments and final exam are around the corner. This sem I handle heavily in those assignments due to my strong abilities with illustrator software compared to my other group members. Sometimes will feel tired and pressure for solo but really feel great when look at the outcome. Even though that's not perfect but at least i managed to completed it on time. deadline is still the deadline. no excuses, no postpond.

What i had reward myself now before to continus my next coming challenge is just hanging around at starbucks with a cup of blackberry and a english muffin. of course my lovely lappie is still with me to spend my 2 hours break. with a good environment, good music around, good food ... I start to blogging here... I enjoy the moment now alone. but.. better hiding the resit from my mom.. she will kill me for my expenses here. my mind can imagine what she will mumbling about "god, you really rich now ya, can spends around 20 just for a breakfast. coffee also cost more than 10. you know i can buy a lot of coffee mate and drink for few weeks???" see...how terrible.. and she will as a recorder to keep repeating each days even in front of my aunty uncle. So, pls forgive me to be hiding the truth instead of telling the truth.

anyway, I really miss all of you guys and gal..but you all abandon me recently and never have a visit??? so pity me.. Just because I had changed to english version ? no matter what, I just love to sharing my life anyway^^ opppss... my class will start soon.. see u again next time!!!!

BBQ chicken

2008-11-13T06:08:00.000-08:00

Yeah! Today is a nice day! Our bar list already came out and I’m not the one on the board. As long as you are not absent more than 6 for each subject, you will be safe. My math always with A’s ^^ I will calc for it make sure I’m under the border line. I can skip any lecture class that I feel bored start by tomorrow. Especially 8am class which always suffering me for wake up. Anyway, I still consider as a good, hardworking, responsibility and nice student. Hand up assignment on time, attend for exam on time and make sure will prepare and pass the test on time as well. Thanks for my little intelligence! Besides of my little intelligence, I really work hard for my every single subject. That’s why I didn’t update my blog for soooooooo long. I was really busy on the past few weeks. Tension, bad temper, lack of sleep and tired. Finally, I got plenty of time to do what I would like to do without the force- blogging.

Today I just had a tried for BBQ Chicken which I never try before. The environment just so so. Not the style I like. I like sunny environment and lighting. But got few part of designed still can be accepted. like the draw areas below..i like the draw actually..

oh.. i just realized their food was cook with olive oil which is more healthy. but actually i quite doubt on it.. cause my mom always told me that nothing is healthy outside. only home made is the best...

the cream of corn + tea (actually I love mushroom soup the most.Unfortunately it's not available today.)

the beef..wat my friend ate today. looks nice.. actually the sauce was not bad..just when compared to what i ordered today.. it weak a bit.

4got the name.... but i remember they had used 30 types of ingredients to made the source be4 they goin to grill it. and it's really tasted nice.

dessert- ice cream. i cannot finsihed it due to the cool weather. but my fren is ice cream lover. she finished for 2 cups.. u wil be fat gal.. waiting for..^^

actually my life just same as usual, a normal student life without any excitement recently. anyway.. i miss you all.. take care ya~! nice day...

congratulations

2008-11-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

Hey, my lovely broth. Finally, you had finished your school. Your smile not natural XD Anyway, congratulations!!!But don’t be so happy cause finished school is meaning that you are out of work, you are unemployment, you will start confuse with what should do after that. Finished your secondary, diploma and degree be waiting for you! Congratulations for every single issue I mention above. Good luck lo! your suffer wil be my happiness.. wahahahaha~! you always make me jealous with your relaxing life. it's the time for you to understand my feeling...

God! Looks like both of you got amour between through your eyes signal. Nothing can be argued. The evidence had been caught up by the camera showing above! I will tell mom and dad about your unethical affair ^^ unless you pay me under table. Your sis broke recently.

KISSATEN

2008-10-30T03:14:00.000-07:00

I had tried another new restaurant today which located at Jaya one, 5min distances from my college. That's conveniences and reasonable enough to gain my money. Obviously, my saving plan was failed since I’m felt hard to resist of those foods. No surprised that some of my friends were felt fainted with my daily expenses, there's quite sumptuoused for a student. However, I did enjoy my laze afternoon with nice food, nice environment, and nice partner today. At the moment, I'm really felt lucky that I'm your daughther's, dad and mom. Even though we are not rich, but really appreaciated with everything I had. (Sorry Jaslyn, you had leaved behind by us. Distinctness, that’s not my fault. You were the one skipped class and leaved us for a meeting at Mid-Valley. We just tried to cheer up ourselves without you around. Hahahaha XD )

The designed of the restaurants is quite simple but nice. The glass wall and roof glazing of restaurant made all around abound with sunlight. The plant decorations at the corners made me felt comfortable and relax. You can choose to sit outdoor if you are a smokers so that you may enjoy the natural wind meanwhile to keep polluted your lung .Unfortunately, the weather in Malaysia is too hot for me to try any outdoor activities. I rather sit inside for the air-conditional facilities.

My set lunch today included a spaghetti, mushroom soup, vegetable and tea as well. It’s really healthy and nice appearance. Make me drool and hungry… oh yeah, the mushroom soup really tasted different compared with other that I had tasted before. The vegetable also fresh enough but the spaghetti is a bit oily. Anyway, you may try it next time with RM18.60 for the spaghetti set lunch above.

What my friend's Zhe Theng ate today...forgotten the food's name. paiseh.. but I still remember the price is.. RM24.80.

close up ~~Yummy yummy~~

wau~my spaghetti look delicious~

Ok. I better stop shooting. It’s suppose the time to eat before the food get cold.

MPH Warehouse Sales

2008-10-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, see what I had bought today at
MPH warehouse sales!

New Moon, RM26
Breaking Dawn, RM 32
Eclipse, RM 27
The Secret, RM 48

I had addicted on vampire love story after the read of twilight.
Finally, I'm successed to collected the series ^^

Ohh, remember the secret's that I shared and recommanded before?
I got it today!! But it's still charged RM48 after discount.
Usual price with those famous book. U worth it, trust me!

I had spent another RM 133 on book again. God! I will bankrupt soon since of my books collection hobby. Anyway, I never felt guilty on my spent today but happy with my good haul. “Bookworms” never feel enough on reading. I’m always dreaming about my future home which has a big study room that full of my collection books. May dream come true. whose know?

My friend's Jaslyn bought a lot of biographies. Zhe Theng’s was hunted on love story. I’m not really focus on one section but I spend more on fantasy story usually. Thirst of excited life i guess. ^^ just wondering how that 3 different types of human can be group together? ha..weird!

You never know how heavy of those book if u are never caring it under the cruel of hot weather. You should know how hot the weather recently. Finally, we agreed with home by taxi!! opss.. sorry, is went to LRT station by taxi. we are poor students. hehehe.. i guess the books is enough for me to spend my days...

Samples

2008-10-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

Samples is one of marketing strategy, is a tactic that uses to attract target audiences on some particular product. It’s always effective due to the human behaviors. Who don’t want something free? Especially women! That’s why we can always see a lot of free gift or samples been attached in female magazine. Even bank credit card salesperson also uses some free gift to cheating people around for applying. Most is useless stuff such as umbrella =_=II

I’m the one been attracted by those samples today when I went to bazaar with my classmate. We look around at bookshelf and discovered that the latest CLEO magazine really looks thick compared to previous. I’m really felt curious with those attachments inside and just bought one on the spot with no doubt. When open it…....

First, Horlicks that I hated the most..TOO SWEET for me.

well, don't misunderstood on it..

I don't have diabetic but just dun Like.

Second, pantene hair miracle treatment. Maybe can have a try later.

Third, a big packet that occupy the most of space...
also the reason why CLEO look so thick.
The sentences on the packet sound nice.....

But..that's ...

Damn nice lo all the samples!! lol.. (opposite meaning k.)
the magazine content is acceptable..
and quite interest..
forgive about ur (CLEO.CO) sly this time..... XD

Ohhh~ forgot to share for another special free gift,
a pass to enter the fashion rave at pavillion on Nov.
goodie beg will be given...^^

I’m a pretty pig.

2008-10-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

One of my darling always teased me that what I’m different compared to a pig? Seen that I just know to sleep and eat most of times. Ohh...Yes! That's not much different actually. The only different between me and pig is they are walks with 4 legs but I’m only able with two^^ That’s doesn’t matter for me to become a pig due to the similiar habit behaviors. Even though they are only know to eat and sleep but at least no need to work so hard as cow. hahahaha! and my body figure now still consider average. Thus, I don't mind you treated me and teased me as a pig. As long as the food always been provided…I means nice foods. As long as I can wake up naturally every days without the disrupted of alarm! Besides, you must add on the word of “pretty” in front of pig when call me.. Call me PRETTY PIG.

I’m a pretty pig..
Let see what the pretty pig solved her lunch today….
Yummy Yummy….

Simply Fusion again~ ^^

(Lemon Chicken, RM 10+)

(Mushroom soup, RM4.50)

See….what’s wrong to be a pig? It’s my pleasure.

秘密 Secret

2008-10-17T04:26:00.000-07:00

新的学期又开始了，这是我第二年的最后一个学期。这为期七个星期所需要学习的科系不多-“International Advertising”, “Corporate Identity Design”，还有“Psychology for communication”。另一个全新的挑战。虽然只是刚开课的第一个礼拜，但很多的报告一下子涌了过来。还真的是有点“Oh my god!”的感觉。不过，如果人生就连一点的挑战、挫折和惊奇都没有，未免太无趣了。而我，也不想成为无趣的人。

这个星期对我来说，可说是忙碌的一个星期。好多时候都想上来写写东西，分享生活。但，总是被耽误了。除了交报告，我还跑了去应征，同时学习如何驾驶和重拿执照考试。上阵子，总觉得自己非常的倒霉。不管做什么事情，都总觉得很不顺利。考试，算是过关了，但也退步了；车执照，算是勉强过了一关，但还是在最后的一环给搞砸了；学校的实习发展也不例外，不见任何公司有所回应等等。。。总之，一切都很糟！不管做什么都很不对劲！结果，越做越沮丧，越做越没自信，越做越没能量。。。

但，厄运总是好运地开端。厄运过了，随之而来的就是意想不到的收获。以前曾经有一位信奉耶稣的朋友，常在我低落的时候对我说“上帝在给你一份礼物前，总会先来一段磨练。”我试着抛开一切负面思想，重新用另一种角度去对待事物。昨天上Psychology时，教授向我们推荐了一本书，为题“S”for “Secret”.这也是今天我想与大家分享的一本书籍。它不堪有英文版，也有华文，同时，也有电影。教授在上课时，只播放了其中的二十分钟。因此，我没办法跟大家说它的结论到底是什么。毕竟，有某些东西是很深奥，很难用言语去解释的。它需要你们慢慢的去消化它，全面性的。但，我最记得其中的一句话是“Life just as a magnet, what you though and u feeling now will influence your next.” “生命就像一个磁场，你目前所想的，所感觉的总会影响接下来所发生的。” 例如，如果你总是附带不好的情绪开始你新的一天，你总觉得自己是倒霉的，那你就会发现，你接下来的日子，总是处处碰壁，不断埋怨，都是倒霉的。它就是一种磁场，而那种磁场总会影响你的周围。你所想的，越担心的，都会因你不断重复的想而一一发生。你越觉得自己会失败，哪，你肯定是失败的。如果你懂得用另一个更好的角度去思考，去对待每一件事，你将会发现它其实比你想象的还要来得顺利。我们随时都还可以改变那个结果。记得：关注你所要的，而不是你所不要的。

很幸运的，我的应征总算顺利，我的报告，当然也没问题，至于车牌嘛~呵呵呵呵~本姑娘终于拿到手了！但未免遭殃周遭的人，我暂时还没打算上路。当然，一切的顺利，并不是一本“Secret”就做到的，如果那么简单，这本书应该会被炒得很高价！作者也会在一夜致富。但，信念真得很重要。只要你真的付出过努力，相信自己是可以办到的，绝对难不倒你的，哪，你绝对没问题！我如此深信着。

十月新娘- Jovial

2008-10-04T10:24:00.000-07:00

我的好姐妹淘Jovial终于在昨晚完成了婚礼，成了名副其实的吴太太，十月新娘。我们分享了她的喜悦，一场她期待和筹备已久的婚礼。记得在半年多以前，当她问我能否在出嫁时当他的姐妹，我还笑说“下个礼拜的事情我都不确定，何况是半年多以后？”不过，很幸运地刚好碰上我的假日，所以，最后还是凑了热闹，玩了玩新郎哥，也赚了个大红包。还真是不赖！

至于我们玩了什么呢？其实也没什么特别的，或许我们都是仁慈的女生，加上新娘要我们疼着老公仔，我们也不敢玩得太过分。唉。。。。女生就是这样。手指往外弯的。哈哈哈哈。结果，就来几个简单的游戏好了。第一，吹气球，提炼下肺活量，要确认我的姐妹淘在往后的日子可以性福美满的，三年抱两。第二，来个体能运动-掌上压，希望我的姐妹淘有个管用的廉价劳工，以后家的大小事物还得靠他了。第三，尝尝下酸甜苦辣，由柠檬，白糖，苦瓜，辣椒渣成汁的饮料。绝对纯正，不加防腐剂或任何的调味品，绝对健康。生命本来就酸甜苦辣俱全，缺一不可的。再来，新郎哥得写张爱的宣言送给我们最漂亮的新娘,并且大声地朗读。最后，当然就得慰劳我们这班好姐妹们，来个大红包！那才可以顺利地吻上我们的十月新娘。

而我呢，也趁着空闲的当儿，好好地运用我的相机，应该说是secondary camera，打发我的时间。哈哈哈哈~果然，我还是有稍微的自恋倾向。

（1800,自由餐的前一刻）

(0645, 做姐妹当天）

（1800，晚宴的前一刻）

当然，最高兴的就是可以趁这个机会，跟朋友相聚。平时，各忙各的，难得有机会碰在一起。很高兴你们依然没变。祝你们往后的日子，会是更好的，更精彩的。

鬼话连篇之手（完结篇）真相

2008-10-01T07:13:00.000-07:00

Kim惊醒时，已经是半夜三点二十分。她发现Joyce不在床上！手机在这时突然响起。。。

“喂，那位？”Kim接起来点，总觉得心毛毛的，凌晨的电话总是令人感到不安。“抱歉，那么夜打扰你。我是Joyce的妈妈。Kim，Joyce她。。。”“噢，阿姨，你要找Joyce吗？Joyce她。。。。”Kim想告诉她，Joyce刚才还在，但现在不知道去了哪。还没讲完，就被阿姨给打频了。“Kim，你听我说。。。。这对你来说或许太难以接受了，毕竟。。。你们还那么的年轻，不该那么早让你们去面对如此残酷的事情。但，Kim，有些事，我想让你知道。Joyce她，不在了。”阿姨难过的道。“不在？阿姨，Joyce明明还。。。”Kim疑惑。“她不在了，Kim！你听见吗？她在回来的途中，发生了车祸，在医院昏迷了两天，刚在几小时前离开我们了。永远的离开了。。。Kim，Joyce永远回不来了！”阿姨激动地哄着，最后忍不住哭了。。。。

接下来，阿姨说了些什么，我全都听不见。。。Kim不知道自己在房里呆了多久。。。也不知道现在是什么时候了。天亮了吗？但，到现在她还是没办法消化自己所听到的。没办法。这几晚，Joyce都一直地睡在自己的对面。她还陪她上厕所，还对着她微笑。突然，灵光一闪，很多零零碎碎的片断窜了起来。。。。。Joyce这几天，只有在晚间出现，也没有开口说过一句话。发生车祸的那一晚，她依然回到了他们之间的小宿舍。她陪伴着她上洗手间，去敲了她的门，她为她找来了手电筒，正不是她当时所需要的吗？她也没有丢下她不管，她一起都在陪伴着她，就在那院子的老树下。。。看着她，陪伴她走那长长的走廊，每晚都会回到他们的宿舍陪她入睡。。甚至依依不舍的站在她床铺旁守着她。她在梦里说的话，顿时清晰了起来，就是那句“再见了，Kim，我最好的朋友。”最好的朋友。。。。泪，开始滑落。。。

从那天开始，Joyce没有再出现。而Kim也搬离了校舍，在附近租了间小套房。最后一次见到Joyce是在她的葬礼，她穿上了那件最爱的白沙连身裙，梦里的那件，树下的那一件。也画上了一个漂亮的妆，像天使一样，美丽安详。那天，Kim在她的棺木旁，轻轻的说“安息吧！我最美丽的Joyce，我最爱的朋友。我会好好照顾自己的。”

一切都好像是场梦。有点不真实的。。。但，它实实在在地发生了。一切都变得不一样了。随着Joyce的离去，校园也开始流传了鬼故事。。。
“夜间上厕所不要害怕哦。。因为有位学姐总是在那棵老树下看顾着你。。”

-完-

鬼话连篇之手（四）影子

2008-10-01T06:23:00.000-07:00

突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。。

看见了院子的老树下，有双赤脚。就直立在那树桐旁。。。一双布满烂泥的赤脚，细细的，长长的。。。膝上是件白沙裙子，飘逸，神秘。Kim呆住了，仿佛停止了呼吸。现在的她，除了那对脚，什么都看不见。。直到，其中一只脚正要往她的方向跨出来，Kim的心脏恢复了跳动，马上拾起电筒，跌跌撞撞地往那走廊的尽头狂奔，她没有勇气去探讨那对脚的主人。。没有那勇气把手电筒往上照，那或许就可以看见对方的那张脸。但，Kim试着催眠自己，只想把这所有的一切当作是幻觉，对，也许太累了，一切都是幻觉。其实心里知道，那不可能。

Kim一进了宿舍，就马上把门板关上。一转身，只见Joyce就站在自己面前。Joyce真得没回去，是她！我的天，幸好真的是她！不是任何人。“Joyce，你刚才怎么了？怎会自己一个人先回来了呢？你把我吓坏了。是不是刚才在外头发生了什么事？”Joyce笑笑，摇了摇头。Kim握住了Joyce的双手，打了个冷惬道“Joyce，你的手怎么那么冰？连额头也是？你刚才是冷着了，才先跑回来的吧？真是抱歉！”Joyce还是笑了笑，表示没关系。“哪，夜了。你还是快去休息吧！盖多一层被单哦！别着凉了。”Kim把Joyce推进了被窝，自己也赶紧往温暖窝里塞。

躺在床上快半小时了，还是无法入睡。Kim想起了今晚一连串的惊吓和不可思议，望了望对面床铺说：“Joyce，你睡了吗？你。。。。。。。今天怎么没回到去？还有。。刚才在外头，你有没有发现什么奇怪的事啊？”没有人回答。Kim想，Joyce应该会周公去了，或许还会碰见他的儿子周杰伦呢！呵呵呵～那，我也来咯～就让我今晚可以梦见王力宏或是金成武好了。晚安，Joyce。晚安，Mike。。。晚安。。。渐渐的。。Kim也将沉入睡梦中。。隐隐约约，好像看见了个影子就站床铺旁，静静地望着自己。。。。。。

“嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀嘀．．．”一早就被那闹钟吵醒。。真是有够盖的！Kim心不甘，情不愿地伸了个懒腰，望了望对面的床铺，是空的。“咦？一大早就不见了？去了哪？回家乡了吗？还是出去办事情了？打给她好了。”Kim拿起手机，拨了个号。“嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。嘟。。”怎么接不上呢？Kim纳闷着。心想：等晚点忙完了年度新生活动的事宜，再试着联络她吧！只是Kim没想到，一忙就忙到了晚上八点。活动出现了点小问题，不得不马上解决。幸好有Mike, Jessie, Ruby, Oracle, August干部们的帮忙。不然，不知道还要花上多少时间才能完成。就不知道，Joyce回来了没？还是回去看看吧！

“Joyce？Joyce？呃，原来睡觉了。还在嘛～”Kim 一回到宿舍，就看见Joyce 早已把自己埋在被窝里了。“好累呢！我也来小睡片刻好了。晚点，再叫Joyce起身一起去吃夜宵。”Kim很快的就进入了梦乡。她并没有梦见王力宏或是金成武，但却梦见了Joyce。梦见了Joyce穿着她最爱的那件白沙连身群，站在路的另一端对她说话。。可惜Kim听不见Joyce到底对她说了些什么。。只看见她的嘴唇在动，脸带愁容的。Kim开不了口，也动不了。。。然后，看着。。。。Joyce在她眼前，慢慢的消失不见。。。

Kim惊醒时，已经是半夜三点二十分。她发现Joyce不在床上！手机在这时突然响起。。。

待续

鬼话连篇之手（三）手电筒

2008-10-01T00:08:00.000-07:00

“一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。

Kim一把门打开，不敢乱瞄厕所的任何一个角落，眼里只望着大门的方向，头也不回地正想往外跑，这时候，却不小心地被东西绊了一角,摔倒了地。Kim感觉膝盖好像受伤了。。液体慢慢地从膝盖流了下来。。耳朵听见了“哒哒哒哒哒。。。。。”的脚步声从前方传来，越来越靠靠近自己。。很清晰地，慢慢的。。。。。。眼睛不知觉地闭了起来，心脏也“扑通扑通”的跳个不停。。。口里不断的念着“阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。阿弥陀佛。。阿弥陀佛。。。。。。。”千万别过来，别过来。。。。。谁？到底是谁？。。。　别再靠近了。。拜托你。。不管你是谁。。。Kim不断祈祷着，慌张害怕得不能自己。。。

一只手，搭上了Kim的肩膀！“啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊～～～～”两人同时喊了起来!这时，灯，突然全亮了！两人望着对方，呆了五秒钟，然后大笑了起来。“Mike,这时候你怎么在这？这里是女厕，而且现在是半夜耶～”Kim问道，眼里还带着庆幸的泪光。同时，也松了一口气。Mike双手扶起了Kim“男厕就在旁边啊！我半夜想上个厕所，就觉得奇怪怎么厕所都没灯，还在想学校该不会减少开支到这种地步吧？然后就听见女厕有点声音，好像是摔倒的声音，所以就想过来瞧瞧。没想到果然！看看你自己，快摔得不成人形了，膝盖都流血了，还好吧？”“没事，只是自己太不小心给东西绊了一下下，结果。。。。”Kim无奈的望着自己的膝盖。“东西？”Mike瞄下四周“你说的东西是你自己带着的手电筒吧？”Mike指了指那在她后方的手电筒道。Kim听言愣了一下，脸色看起来非常的苍白。手电筒。。。。　

“Mike，刚刚你在外头有没有看到Joyce？或是。。。有其他人离开过女厕？”Kim期盼，刚才陪同她的是Joyce，绝对是Joyce，没错的。“Joyce？没有耶。我来的时候，没看见任何人。或许，她等太久先回去了吧！你，确定你没事吗？你看起来好像很焦虑不安。”Mike关心的问道。“噢，没事。我。。。我还好。我想我先走了。谢谢你。”Kim往门外走去。“嘿，你的手电筒。”Mike随手递给了Kim。Kim犹豫了下，但，还是接了过来。没有灯光，Kim不确定自己能否一个人回得去。Kim心里有着不好的预感。她已经管不了刚才敲门的到底是谁。她一直告诉自己，刚才陪她来的一定是Joyce，只是。。或许。。刚才在外头发生了什么事，或看到了什么。。Joyce才会把自己丢下先离开，她做事不会那么没分寸的，从来都不会。。。Kim，此刻挂念着的，是Joyce。。

Kim手里拿着那莫名其妙出现在厕所的手电筒，站在走廊的前端。眼前依旧是一片黑暗的，还有那看不见尽头的走廊。回去的路途好像变得更遥远了少许。Kim不敢用那手电筒四处乱照，安分守己的只把它朝向走廊上，一步步的往前走。。。突然，手滑了下，手电筒着了地。灯光照向了走廊旁的院子，Kim看见。。。

待续

鬼话连篇之手（二）敲门

2008-09-29T11:32:00.000-07:00

那，如果一直睡在对面床的人不是Joyce...刚才从宿舍里就开始拖着的那只手，到底。。

到底。。是谁？“或许Joyce并没有回到去？别在自己吓自己了！”自己在里头喃喃自语地，似乎在安慰着自己，试着将自己那慌乱恐惧的情绪冷静下来。。“没错，Joyce平时最爱跟我闹了。”“咯。。。！咯。。。！咯。。。！”敲门声顿时响起。。轻轻地，慢慢地敲了三下。该出去了吗？Kim心里在犹豫着。。如果那真得不是Joyce呢？“咯！咯！咯！”又来了，这次，敲得更急，更响！“Joyce？是你吧？可以回应下我吗？别闹了。Joyce？是你吗？”Kim带着疑惑的口气问道。但，换来的是一片沉静。。。敲门声也不再响起。停了下来。只听到一声接一声的滴水声。。学生总是没把水龙头关紧。。。

在里头呆得够久了，好不容易筹足了那一丁点勇气，手，慢慢地，握上了那冰冷的门把。顿时，打了个冷惬。正把门打开少许的当儿。。。突然“啪！”的一声！“啊~~~到底是怎么了？电路中断？什么时候不断，偏偏在这种时候出问题！！四周漆黑一片的，到底想怎样嘛！！！”Kim被吓了一跳，也因此再度地把门用力地关上，把整个身体靠在墙上，发了个牢骚。因为害怕，Kim很用力地捏着自己的手指。。出？不出？出？不出？出？不出？心中盘算着。“到底是要出还是不出嘛！做人怎可以那么地不干脆？难道你打算把自己关在这漆乌妈黑的厕所间里自己吓到天亮吗？这也没好过到哪里去吧？死就死吧！现在离天亮还有几个小时。没有人会在这时候来解救我吧？何况，现在是学期假期，除了我们这几个干部，还有谁会逗留在宿舍？不等了！总之门一开，就往外冲！对！就这样！一气呵成的。绝对绝对不要犹豫。”Kim自言自语道。

Kim将耳朵靠在厕所间的门板上，仔细得听着门外的动静。但，除了滴水声，什么都没有。好吧！就是这时候了。。现在出去，应该没问题吧？ “一，二，三，卡！”Kim一把门打开。。。。。。。。

待续。。。

鬼话连篇之手（一）夜尿

2008-09-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

不懂你们有没有过拖错手的经验呢？有时，跟朋友在街上走着走着。。随手就拖起旁边的那一只手，也没去确定你握着的那只手是否就是你朋友的。回头望一下，才发现竟然是个陌生人。连忙说声“对不起！对不起！真是不好意思！”但，不是每一次都那么幸运的。。。因为，可能下一次，你握着的那只手，并不属于任何人的。。。因为。。。。。

Joyce和Kim是一对感情好得像油条般的好姐妹淘，他们念同一个科系，参加同一种活动，不但是同班同学，也是住在同一间宿舍的室友。两人总是一起上课，一起温习功课，一起解决生活的大小事物。就在那十坪不到的两人空间里，互相勉励，互相打点生活上的点点滴滴。

大学宿舍总是有许多不便之处，尤其是上厕所，总得通过几道长长的走廊。Joyce和Kim的宿舍位于南的方向，而宿舍公用的厕所却位于宿舍的北方。每次上厕所，总得走上五分钟多的路程。白天，那还好，一到了夜晚，连盏灯都没有。只能靠感觉和双手，慢慢的摸索前进。所以为了方便，住在宿舍的学生们都会尽量趁天黑以前去洗澡洗衣。Joyce和Kim当然也不例外，但总会有些突发事件的时候。比如活动会议开晚了，课上得太夜了等等。为了安全，她们之间有了个协议，那就是，天黑以后，不管谁要去厕所，都得告诉对方，然后陪着对方一同去。就算半夜也一样，不管再累，也必须为了对方的安全，作出稍稍的牺牲。

Kim一向都有上夜尿的习惯，为了不要麻烦Joyce, Kim在晚上八点以后，会尽量少喝水。这晚，Kim睡得很沉，或许白天操得太累了，所以这一晚睡得特别沉。直到凌晨三点左右，Kim夜尿的习惯又犯了，不管再如何的不愿意，Kim还是勉强地从温暖的被窝里爬起身。如同往常般的走向对面的床铺，小小声地说“Joyce，我想上下厕所。”然后，就拖起了对方的小手，往厕所的方向走。

那道长长的走廊还是一样的黑，今晚，连月光都躲了起来，少了那小小的光线，就连自己的手，都是看不清楚的。唯有用比平时还要慢的速度，摸着墙壁，一步一步地走。四周的树木也因为夜里的晚风，“撒撒撒撒地。。。摇晃个不停。。。。”只看见很多树枝的影子在墙上串插着。夜里，所有的声音都听得特别的清晰，所有的感觉都变得特别的细腻。风声，滴水声，脚步声，还有猫眯哀怨的叫声，甚至是呼吸的声音都听得一清二楚的。。一息一呼的。。变得越来越急促。。。陈旧的校舍，加上夜晚的诡异，把整个空气变得阴深可怕的。

“这一刻，真得很希望有把小电筒在手，至少四周看起来，不会那么的恐怖。对吧,Joyce.”Kim开口道。听不见对方的回应，Kim以为Joyce也累了，不好意思地接着说“不好意思哦，那么夜了，还得麻烦你，不过，我们那么熟了，我就不客气咯！嘻嘻~ 那，我们就来算步伐吧，分散注意力，那就不会胡思乱想了，开始咯。。。一步，两步，三步，四步，五步，六步，七步，八步。。。。。。。三十步。。。。。。六十步。。。”快到了，厕所的灯光就在眼前。Kim放开了对方的手，赶紧冲进了厕所间来个解决。跑开前，还不忘道“你等我一下，我很快就好了。”关上厕所间的门，终于得到了舒畅。这时候，Kim的脑袋瓜才开始慢慢的苏醒。。身体不受控制的战抖着。。感觉自己的额头开始冒冷汗。Kim这时才想起Joyce 今早说的话“Kim，假期了，你这学期真的不回家了吗？那你忙吧！我下午的巴士回去，下个星期才会回来，你自己一个人要小心点。”

那，如果一直睡在对面床的人不是Joyce...刚才从宿舍里就开始拖着的那只手，到底。。。。。。

待续。。。

遗忘

2008-09-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

你是否曾经觉得自己是被遗忘的？
你总觉得上帝好像遗忘了你，从没好好的眷顾着你？
你总觉得丘比特遗忘了你，爱神之剑从没好好的瞄准着你？
你总觉得家人遗忘了你，没有花时间和精神去了解你？
你总觉得老板遗忘了你，没发掘到你的优点和出色的表现？
你总觉得自己是不幸的，总是被遗忘的那个。
所以，你也想选择去遗忘某些事情。
你想遗忘在你生命里，
某些不愉快的经历，
不愉快的教训，
不愉快的童年，
不愉快地回忆，
甚至呼是一段不太愉快的爱情。
你想把那一段给遗忘，
希望它能像电脑盘上的＂Ｄｅｌｅｔｅ＂按键一样的容易，
只要轻轻的用指尖按一下，
你想删除的那一部分，
就会马上消失得无影无踪，
完全不留一点痕迹，
就如你你所愿般。
然而，
你越想将它给遗忘，你越是强逼自己去把它遗忘，反之记得更牢。
那，何必去为难自己呢？
何必把自己逼得那么的紧绷，那么的劳累。
忘不了？那就别忘了。
强迫自己将它遗忘，并不代表它不曾发生过。
以期将它遗忘，
还不如让它留在你的记忆里，
留在你心底的某个角落里，
留在那一段岁月里。
毕竟它是你生命中的一部分，
生命中的一段插曲，一个过客，
也是你成长中的其中一环。
它终究是发生了，在你生命里的某天某月某年。
其实，人真的是很健忘的生物，他不如狗狗般的忠心。
经过岁月的蹉跎，很多的东西，都会渐渐的被遗忘，
那个时候，就算你想留下任何一段回忆，
你都无法去控制它。

如果你真得不得不把它遗忘，那就把它交给时间吧。
有一部韩国电影曾经深深地感动过我，
戏里的女主角拥有一种家族遗传病，

在二十几岁时，就会慢慢的突显出它的诊状，
就像有一块橡皮擦在她的脑袋里般，随着时间，
慢慢地把她生命中的一点一滴给擦得一干二净。
不管是家人，工作，情人，还是朋友。
没有一样可以保留下来。
就连如何绑鞋带，上厕所，洗澡的那些生活常识，
她，都忘了，
她最害怕的事情还是发生了，
连自己一生中最爱最爱的那个男人都给遗忘了。
她总是写了很多的纸条去提醒自己，
写了一页又一页的日记，

去记载她所希望可以永远被记在心里的，脑海里的。
她希望时间可以慢下来，

别那么的残忍夺走属于她与他的一切。
终究，她还是忘了。
不管男主角多么的难过，多么的努力去唤起她的记忆，
她，还是记不起来。
直到，她将离开他的前一天，
她记起了所有的一切，
比任何时候还要清醒，
还要清楚。
然后，把男主角给遗留了下来，离开了。
她不想遗忘，偏偏拥有记忆条件的人们却选择去遗忘。
回忆，值得细细品味。
不管是现在还是以后，

不管是好，是坏，
都有它存在的理由不是吗？

头发

2008-09-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

今天跑了一趟发型屋弄了个离子烫，也同时收拾了下凌乱的头发。
曾经，我有把很长很长的头发，

两年前，却一剪就剪得短短的，
因为，老爱尝试不同的东西，
现在，又玩腻了短发，
想念长发飘逸的感觉了，
人，真得很犯溅，不是吗？

唯有，慢慢地再把它留长。
昨天在Event工作时的模样还是这样的

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那现在我的样子变怎样了呢？

还是卖个关子吧！

下星期有个酒席，如果，我还算上镜的话！^^

到时再告诉大家。。

My Love - MAMA MIA

2008-09-26T05:33:00.000-07:00

我迫不及待的想向大家推荐最近刚上映的一部电影，也是我期待已久的制作-MAMA MIA.

它算是一部歌舞剧，不可思议的故事情节，加上首首动人的曲子，美妙的歌声，

还有那令人发笑却带有动感的舞蹈，

都让我目不转睛的对着那大银幕，只怕错过了任何一环。

它包含了爱情、亲情、友情，

就在那美丽的岛屿上，

编制了个美丽又梦幻般的故事。

如果你问我，还要去看多一次吗？

我会说，为什么不？

我难得那么的喜欢一部电影，

尤其是在电影素质越来越差的今时今日。

还有，我发现还是旧版的007男主角帅！！

虽然大我很多年，

但并没有让人有爸爸的感觉。

我的目光依然被他吸引。

这，才是真正的男人！

身形依然是保持在最佳状态。

连我，都流口水了。。

呵呵呵呵~~~

看电影后，当然少不了血拼！

（Discreet, RM89.90）

准备迎接下星期朋友的结婚典礼！够红了吧？

不懂该做姐妹时的那个早晨穿好，还是留到酒席。。难决定呢。。。

(Nichii, RM 39.90)

(Cyber Color essential skin care foundation, RM 80 + Redearth eyesliner, RM35)

回馈荣希

2008-09-17T08:08:00.000-07:00

我发现我们的荣希蛮爱看黄色笑话，

最近还进展到可以靠想象力感受C罩杯的触觉。

为了回馈他对我部落格的不离不弃和捧场。

我想将几则我认为蛮有趣的笑话送给他！

让他带着笑容入睡。

开始咯~荣希！

V
V

第一则

一家人坐在饭桌前吃饭。儿子突然问父亲：“爸爸，女人有几种乳房？”父亲觉得很惊讶，还是回答他：“好吧，儿子，女人有三种不同的胸部。在她们二十儿岁时，乳房就像西瓜一样，圆润而硬挺；在她们三四十岁时，胸部就像丫梨，感觉还好，但是有些下垂；五十岁以后，那就像洋葱了。”“洋葱？”儿子不解地问。“是，你看着它们时，你会流泪。”

他们的对话让母亲和女儿很生气，女儿跟着问母亲：“妈妈，男人有几种penis呢？”母亲回答：“哦，宝贝，男人会有三个阶段。当他们二十几岁时，那个就像橡树，坚而有力；当他们三四十岁时，那个就像桦树，绵软但还能用；当他们五十几岁时，那个可像圣诞树了。”“圣诞树？”“对，从根上来讲已经死了，上面挂的球只是装饰罢了。”

第二则

一位父亲怀疑他的三个女儿已经不纯洁了。于是他决定做个试验。他首先把十六岁的女儿叫到屋里，脱下自己的裤子，问：“你知道这是什么吗？”女儿回答：“知道，爸爸，那是你的JJ”. 父亲很生气，对她大叫道：“你要每天读圣经，一年不准坐车！”。然后他把十四岁的女儿叫到屋子里问同样的问题，得到同样的回答。父亲很惊怒：“你两年不准坐车，不再给你零花钱！”最后，他把十二岁的女儿带到屋子里，女儿说：“我不知道那叫什么，爸爸。”“好，是爸爸的好女儿，我会多加你的零花钱。爸爸告诉你，这个叫JJ.” 女儿大笑道：“你这也能叫JJ?”

第三则

一位女老师走进教室，看以黑板上写着很小的字“penis”,她立即转过来,试图找到写字者的紧张面孔，但每个人都很镇静，没办法她只有赶紧擦掉。第二天，她去上课时，看到同样的地方写着与昨天一样的字，字体大了一些，她忿怒地转过身，但每个人都很镇静。她只好擦掉断续上课。一连几天，都是同样的情况，每天Penis写的都比前一天大一些。直到最后一天，她走进教室，不料黑板上同样的地方写着：“这个东西就是这样，你越擦它，它就越会变大...”

第四则

丈夫和他的老婆为庆祝他们25年结婚纪念，特地重游他们度蜜月的地方，当两人回忆起 25年前的场景时，妻子问：“当你第一次看到我光着身子站在你面前的时候，你在想什么？”丈夫说：“我想的是吸干你的乳房，把你做晕”，“那现在呢？”妻子一边脱衣服一边问。“我觉得我当时所想的都实现了”

第五则

一个老女人去找医生问怎样才能恢复她丈夫的性欲望，“试试伟哥嘛”医生说。“不可能，他病了都不吃药”，“那没关系，你把伟哥放到咖啡里，他一点都不会发觉的，试一下吧，过一星期再告诉我进展情况”。一星期后，女人打电话给医生说“哦，医生，太可怕了，”“怎么了？”医生问。“我照你说的做了，起效太迅速了，他很快就两眼冒火，裤子翘起。他把杯子和桌布都掀开了，接着撕开我的衣服，很狂野地来了一次，太可怕了，”“怎么可怕了？做的不好吗？”“不是不好，那是我感受过最好的了。不过问题是，我可再也没法去那间星巴克了”

笑完了，好入睡咯！别太感动呀！记得常来就好。

哈哈哈哈~

FeLt HoT!

2008-09-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Are you feeling hot today? Why not have a rest and enjoy an ice-cream at Mc’D? Sorry, that’s not an advertisement headline but i really do felt hot today. Not because of the weather but is the test for creative strategy.

We totally need to create 6 advertisements within two hours which included 2 print ads for magazine, a billboard, a TVC script, a radio script and a brochure as well. Besides, we also need to development the creative strategy and rationale of the ideas.

When I reached school today, my friend told me that we need to bring colors pencil for coloring! Are u sure? I really suspicion on it because as what I remember is the lecture only focus on the ideas and never mention about the coloring. The rather that, I don’t think we have time for coloring. Ok, that's a small problem. I just bought a small box of color pencil from nearer retailer from my school. Just would like to feel better and reassurance with all the equipments that need for my test today, pencil box, spec, water bottle, ID card, color pencil, and of course myself. How about my brain??? I left at home again…hahaha..

Therefore, I had no ideas at all…..just try to complete the paper as much as possible until the last minit. I had started to calc for time when I was started the paper and ended up with rubbish. Yeah, I consider it as rubbish… how could I come out good and creative ideas within 2 hours? Brainstorming is not easy especially when you are nervous with the time limit. To make sure that is not only my problem, I should ask “who are able to complete it today? Pls rise up your hand? Or drop me a message. I will treat you as my Idol.” As what i knew, most of them couldn't finish it as well.

Honestly, even though I had completed all the ads and the strategy part but sure that was not a good job and i didn’t write anything for my rationale part. I had an evil thinking again in my mind now…............................

"I hope everyone couldn’t complete the paper today so that we can get the same score.
Opps…!! I'm an evil."

karma of lazy

2008-09-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

Do you know what the karma of lazy is? If you are student, you will know what would happen for your final test with no doubt. I had just done my 1st paper on yesterday and I was hand in with 2 questions in blank, no answer been provided. I had lost 22 marks on those questions. Previously, I never let it blank for my every single paper, no matter what, I will bet on my luck and try to write something based on my common sense and knowledge. Nevertheless, I failed to do so this time, I had not enough time to complete my paper. I had lost my “A”. I hope I manage to maintain my GPA with 3.0 and above. I should put more effort already. Wake up, gal!! No more dream, no lazily!! Arg~~!! bless for my next paper....

Besides of my test, I had failed my “P license” test as well. I success did everything at begin but spoilt it for my last part with “mati enjin”. Well done! I really hope can burn the JPJ car and kill myself as well. But I couldn’t do so. Who gonna help me to do it? I would appreciate^^

Ok, after finished to talk about my karma, it’s the time to share some nice happening. I went to Izzi café yesterday with my course mates after the test which just around the bintang walks. All the foods had been charged with 65% discount except for the desserts and drinks. About the comment, you need to judge by yourself. What I can advise is, don’t expect too much on it. Haha~ ^^

(Mushroom Soup)

(Steak and paste, RM30+ before discounts)

(Dessert, ingredient= chocolate and coffee inside)

lastly, start our narcissism

here we go!!

(Daniel & Zef)

(Zef, that's not beer, dun pretend that's beer and acting cool XD)

(eNjOying my gReeN TeA)

(Me and Jaslyn.)

(My messy look without make up....

paisei..

but should be usual with my aunty look during final.)

My New Guests

2008-08-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my new guests-Twilight and Keeping Faith which will be places into my bookcase. Last time had an article in newspapers recommended these two books to the public and I really felt great could found them today in Kinokuniya bookshop with 25% discount for the Twilight. What special with these books? 1st, I had been attracted by their storyline, 2nd, is the headline and cover designed. A hand holding a red apple, another is a child wearing a red shoes and red skirt. The adopted of red color on a black color cover had made the feeling of eerie, supernatural and mysterious what attracting me to keep reading it with a lot of questions mark in my mind. Who? Where? When? Why? And how? Hope can get the ending soon^^

Deal or not Deal?

2008-08-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

Darling, congratulations for your degree’s convocation. You were really look great and the picture was look nice too. I love the sky which in the blue and clean. Of course the air in Aus will be much better than here which had been polluted. Anyway, please take a good care for yourself, I knew that u always have work on your business and part time also as a slave but healthy couldn’t be exchange with that. I will always concern you at here and blessing for you on everything, your life, your business, your jobs, and your master course now and so forth. Well, It's must have some requirements to get my blessing and care for sure, nothing is free! So I want you remember me and thinking of me always in deep of your soul, and put me in your future plan as well. I think that should not be a problem for you to do so. Deal or not deal ?Hahaha!! If you are rejected, you will lose my care and blessing. So be a smart person to make a smart choice ya! I knew you are the one always smart with it!!

Creativity strategy?

2008-08-08T21:52:00.000-07:00

We had just completed our 2nd last assignment which needs to design a storyboard and print ads to promote our products-Starbucks during the campaign. All the images are using in our ads and storyboard should be original and the BIG IDEAS should be creative enough. Well, we are advertising students, for sure our lecture has higher expectation on us compared with others courses. Are we Pressure? Not really when compare with other subjects. Are we creative? Not really when compare with such professional. We just made a fun. Even though a bit tired but we have some fun for our storyboard and print ads shooting. Lecture never put any restriction for our project which provided us a widely space to developed our ideas.

Let’s see our stupid and funny print ads and some storyboard images~!

Scene 1:
I'm suppossed need to start act as a HARDWORKING student and focus with my work, but can I have a drink 1st? god, the drink look nice~ wat? cannot? cause is one of equitement for project!! haiz

Scene2:
cut! started.Look so pro right? wakaka..

Scene3:
what i looking for? actually the laptop was empty without any visual =.=! can u guys pls faster a bit to shooting... my face a bit "stone" alrd wif the smiling..

Scene4:
god!! who are you?? a stupid thief planed to steal my drink?

Scene5:
stupid.dare to steal my drink!! of course failure.

Scene6:
I was talked to my friend..
(actually got ntg inside the white cup, pity gall..k..just let u drink some of mine.)

Scene7:
what's the stupid guy want to do behind there?

Scene8:
damnit! try to fishing the drink this time!!!pull it back. failed again of course~

Scene9:
but he nv give up. try to attacked again with a plastic beg.

Scene10:
result, failed!!

Scene11:
Thanks to our Mr.Kong, so sacrified for our project with those ugly poses. you never know how many ppl look at us and feel weird with our act.wahahaha

Scene12:
finally, he got one with own paid and gv up to attack again.

Scene13:
But, now is our turn to attack you!!!

Hope you enjoy the short story here~ cheer^^

倒霉

2008-08-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

农历七月，超级倒霉。见鬼了吗？当然不是。最近，几乎都开夜车到天亮，没时间去发挥我的超级想象力，然后吓自己。昨晚还是老样子，又开夜车到今早的六点多，睡了三两个小时，就上学去了。至到六点左右才冒着雨回家去。有点“大头”的我又忘了带雨伞，幸好有我那亲爱且好人的Jin 送我到地铁站。开夜车事小，淋点小雨也事小，但，我的手机竟掉进马桶里去了！！！！不是坐着的那种马桶，而是蹲着的。结果，完全看不清楚手机的踪影，也没办法去捡，因为地铁站内的厕所实在是太恶心和不卫生了。天杀的！我竟然忘了自己的手机就放在裙子的口袋内。累得昏沉沉的。第一次，丢了自己的手机！我的W750i. 上次掉墨镜，这次手机，下次？别了吧~

ps: It's lucky that I had finished all my credit inside and the phone had been used for almost 2 yrs. Actually I had planned to change my mobile when I graduate on next year Nov as a present to myself for the graduation. but now, bring forward....anyway, used some positive thinking to be faced it, mayb it's the time to hv a change for a new model. any suggestion guys??? I need something good for MP3 features which included Camera as well.. Nokia or Sony erricsson? Ur suggestion and opinion will be considering^^ Last but not least, budgeting!! thx

Isetan KLCC - member card sales

2008-08-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

人家说，好事要与大家分享。那我也来分享下我最近的新发现好了。这阵子，我正在试用Clarins系列的护肤品。因为我是油性肌肤，加上肤质特别敏感的关系，总是找不到适合的护肤品。所以，朋友就送了我一套试用装，看看对我是否有所帮助。我尝试用了两个月，结果，豆豆确实减少了，毛孔也缩小了，皮肤改善了，让我不得不相信，果然是一分钱一分货！所以，我今天就跑了一趟KLCC找找我那在Clarins counter做Supervisor的朋友，打算问下产品的实价！怎知，在我前往的途中，发现了这三天竟然是Isetan的member card day! 怪不得大家都是大包小包的。看来，是上天的安排。那我也来几包好了！哈哈哈。。别辜负了老天爷的一番好心。

（以上只是试用装，真正的瓶装比这大少许，
CLEANSING GEL+TONER+LOTION全套价格为RM288）

接下来，就看看我的小小战利品吧！

（Skin Food- Aloe BB Cream, RM 54.90）
ET女子介绍过这牌子的BB CREAM, 那我就用用看咯！

(Padini, RM23.60 after 60% discount.)

(SEED, RM34.50 after 50% discount)

(SEED, RM24.50 after 50% discount.)

学生还是买T-Shirt 比较实际哦！嘻嘻！

我是芒果？

2008-07-31T06:24:00.001-07:00

芒果：憂鬱 / 心靈脆弱 / 愛幻想

芒果天生是一個溫柔爾雅的人，
對待朋友及親人也非常細心，
這種性格，會令人覺得份外窩心，
加上那懂得照顧別人的心，
常常都會不期然地引起異性的注意，
可惜的是在你的愛情路上，
總是無法招架異性積極的追求，
你很容易愛上和自己個性不同的人，
而受到傷害，
加上憂鬱的性格，
令你每次遇上這些事時，
都只會不停地受到折磨，
甚至令自己的心靈變得更加脆弱不堪，
不過天生擁有芒果性格的你，
雖然被動，但都能抓緊機會和朋友聊天，
把自己的傷心事告訴別人，
令受創的傷口也可以很快治療。

與芒果拍拖秘訣：
要得到一段甜蜜而長久的戀愛，
大家互相之間必須要由友情開始，
經過互相了解後，
自然能譜出一段愛戀來，
這更加能避免大家會有個性不合的情況出現。

从月圆月缺那看到了个心理测验。
结果，我是芒果。
憂鬱、心靈脆弱、愛幻想的芒果。
我可以不要吗？
那很糟糕耶！
人家要实际，坚强，行动力都是一级棒的领导者型啦！！
哎。。好吧~
不得不承认，
大致上都满准的，除了那“懂得照顧別人的心”！我自认不会啦^^
还有，我不是常常都是被动的。
我主动的时候，怕会吓坏你而已！呵呵~

我回来了

2008-07-29T10:24:00.000-07:00

我回来了。
为什么会说自己回来了呢？
或许大家都会很疑惑地问：“你不是一直都在这不曾离开过吗？”
的确没错，我一直都在这。
但不是原来的我，至少不是完整的我。
以前的那个我，自信、独立、努力、乐观、开朗，
前些日子的我，悲观+没自信+没动力+超级懒散，
且完全依赖对方。
就在那短短的几个月内，
我任由自己维持着这个样子。
迷迷糊糊的度过了那几个月。
不知道自己做着什么，
不知道自己的选择是否正确，
不知道自己最想要的是什么，
不知道，什么都不知道，
也不想去知道。
任由自己完全处于被动的状态！
就连哪个才是真正的自己都差点忘了！
那总是不断力求上进和自我增值的自己，
对未来拥有很大的抱负和野心的自己，
相信只要努力，没有什么事是不可能的自己！
真的存在过吗？
何时开始，
没了动力，
没了那大大的野心和抱负，
没有了所谓的目标和期望，
更别说我那完美主义的倾向！
笑容少了，
乐观不见了，
自信缺席了，
独立也躲起来了。
顿时，所有的nothing is impossible
变成了impossible is nothing.
我想，是上一段感情的结束之后，
我，不再是我了！
不过，
今天，
我真的回来了！
以前的自己，她回来了。
她不再依赖另一个人而生活，
她不再毫无目标地过每一天，
她不再任由那“不可能”挂在嘴边，
她不再让泪水淹没了笑容，
她不再让孤独填满她的心房，
现在的她，很好！
因为，她学会了怎样去疼爱自己。
她学会了该如何去过她的生活。
所以，她找回了原来的自己。
很多东西都是一线之差不是吗？
快乐，难过；期待，失望；成功，失败；
从不同的角度看，就会有不同的一番景色。
“不要因为失去而哭，要因为曾经拥有而笑。”
除了自己，同时送给所有的朋友们，希望每一天的你都是快乐的！

离体

2008-07-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

今天，跟往常一样，
带着神志不清的状态上课去。
踏进了轻快铁，赶紧找了个靠角落的位子坐下，
然后直接倒头继续补眠。
带着耳机，
隐隐约约地还是听见很多进进出出的脚步声。
倒着倒着。。。。。。。。睡着了！
一睁开眼，
嗯。。。。
很好，真是太好了，
因为，过站了 =_="
唯有，赶紧地在下一站倒头回去。
结果，理所当然的，迟到了。。
没关系，也不是第一次。

就这样昏昏沉沉的过了一整个上午，
噢，教授，你讲完了啊？
下课了？
那好，收拾笔记，回家去。
下班时段，好不容易把自己挤进了轻快铁里，
找了一个靠门旁的风水位站着，
然后呆看着轻快铁一站一站地过，
脑里却有很多不明的事物在打转。。。
想着想着。。。
门一开，脚也不知觉的往门外跨出。
很自然的，很有型的，
慢着！好像有点不对劲。
抬头看一下，
嗯。。。
早下了一个站 =_="
好吧，等下一轮。

回我家的巴士来了，
上了巴士，给了钱，
继续站在一边发呆，
好久哦，脚好酸，怎么还不开车呢？
等。。。。
二十分钟后，终于开动了。
眼，依然望向窗外，
但，灵魂却好像离体了。
车，依然停停走走的，
乘客，依然上上下下的，
就这样，又到了一个站，
呃，奇怪，怎么巴士不动了？
往前头望下，哦~原来老公公和老婆婆要上车，
也对，要下小心点，慢点无所谓。。
收回视线望下窗外。。。
怎么周围那么熟悉，这巴士站也蛮眼熟的。。
嗯。。在哪看过似的。。
到底在哪见过了呢？
再瞄下下。。。。
哇！！！
这不就是我家的那个巴士站吗 O_o
我的妈呀！老婆婆，幸好你拖延了时间。
你在前头慢慢来，
我得赶紧在后头下车!!!

呼。。。
早上睡过站，
下午下错站，
最后差点下不了站!

很好。。。
笑话闹够了吧 T_T
回魂呐！
你的躯体，已经梦游好一段日子了。

凡人

2008-07-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

哭泣是懦弱？
哭泣是可笑？
哭泣是无能？
那今天，
请容许我那懦弱、可笑和无能来窜门子。
静静的流着泪，
连自己也不知道为什么，
是累了吗？失望了吗？感觉压力了吗？遇到小挫折了吗？
真的不知道，
胸口的纳闷，
心情的沉淀，
泪，不知觉，落下。
就是那么自然而然的。
或许我习惯了泪水，
习惯了用泪水，浇熄我的不安，我的难过，我的失望；
习惯了用泪水，灌溉我的快乐，我的感动，我的幸福；
只是觉得那种感觉很舒服。
只是这一次，不是灌溉，而是需要浇熄。
也许只有这样的发泄，
可以让我暂时放下我现实中承担的一切。
情绪这东西，太玄，太虚幻，
我搞不懂它，也搞不懂我自己了。
它击败了理智，
逗留了下来，
左右了我。
理智、坚强和独立，
受不了目前操控着大局的情绪，
暂时离家出走了，
我还没办法把他们找回来，
因为，我不是超人，我只是个凡人。
一个没办法时时刻刻都保持理智和坚强的凡人。
她偶尔也会有茫然和疲惫的时候。
在我还未准备好面对现实之前，
请容许我漫游在那泪水里，
沉淀一下，休息一下，细想一下，
然后，擦干眼泪，再次出发。
我相信，我可以。
Cause "Nothing can pull me down even you!"

夜色

2008-07-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

（My Coursemates Eu Jin, Elaine & Zef）

夜色，带点神秘，带点诱惑，带点清晰，带点寂寞，

它混合了种种不同的情感，不同的面貌，不同的色彩，

它，真的好漂亮，

多久，没停下我们的步伐，

好好地去欣赏周边的幸福？

那随手可得的幸福。

那简单的幸福。

多久，被种种的欲望蒙蔽了双眼，

没好好地去欣赏那耀眼的美？

让人迷惑的美，让人醉入的美。

没有华丽的衣裳，没有金碧辉煌的宫殿，

只有让你入迷的辽阔。

夜里，你睡了吗？

夜色，还未入睡。

就像是个不夜城，期待你去发掘它的魅力。

发现它的秘密。

那沉静许久的秘密。

一呼一吸间，感受到它的生命。

思绪，暂时冷冻了。

烦恼，暂时出走了。

美丽的夜色不该掺杂太多的杂念。

它，有权利得到全心全意的关注。

今夜，我没睡。

凝视着为我绽放色彩的夜空。

有它，有你们，

今夜，我没感觉孤单。

谢谢你们，

给了我一个，

不孤单的夜。

一个美丽的夜。

Undang Test

2008-07-12T02:16:00.001-07:00

我的Undang考试及格了！！

Yeah~

因为学校的期中考，

我昨晚才有点时间去翻Undang书，

看看那五百题还算蛮无聊的白痴习题。

虽然它的习题都不断地在重复，但我还是做错蛮多的，

我想导致交通瘫痪的人就是我这种人吧！

我就快要出来阻碍交通了。。哈哈哈。。。

无论如何，真正的考场比我想象的容易多了。

47/50！

万岁！！！及格了！

爱情合约

2008-07-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

昨晚，和一位“情投意合”的网友聊起了爱情合约这个话题。
情投意合，只因为我们总有很多观点是相似的。
我说，在爱情的世界里，会否有张爱情合约可以保障爱情？
确保爱情温度依旧或更胜从前，
不管在任何的情况之下，
对你不离不弃。
不管是十年，二十年，或是更久。
他说没有，除了结婚证书。
那算是你想要的爱情合约吗？
那不算，因为随时可以解约。
世上还有一张称为离婚证书的东西。
外国艺人不都是随时签约，随时解约的吗？
就像是便利通一样的方便。
还有谁会去重视那一张白纸呢？
对很多人而言，那总究只是一张白纸。
慢慢的开始贬值。
除非你我都是一对很重视婚姻和承诺的人。
现在这时代，连承诺都变得不值了。
总是有人在滥用承诺，只是口头上的承诺，
可以不需要去兑现。
那还有多少人会去坚信爱情的信念？
我相信很多人都因此而却步。
因为害怕失败，害怕受伤，害怕失望和难过，
不敢跨越那一层界限。
选择站在原地踏步不动，只要不去点破它，
双方都只是“友达以上，恋人未满”的关系。
这层暧昧关系是最美的，
但，有谁愿意陪你一直维持这层关系？
一个人的耐性和等待毕竟是有限的。
光阴不该如此蹉跎。
我，玩腻了。
曾经何时，我也是搞暧昧的专家。
我那情投意合的网友有句话说得对，
“就是因为那未知的未来，
生命才变得更有趣。”
不要因为害怕而因此却步，
不要因为害怕而不敢迈进。
不管是任何的事情包括爱情。
生命总是有很多事情等我们去抉择，
虽然不是每个决定都是正确的，最好的，
但却是你最想要的。
爱情像是一场赌注，
最后只有两个结果，
输或赢；成功或失败。
只有50：50的比率，
多么简单的数据。
向前跨一步，你有50的机会；
往后退一步，你永远只有零数字。

不到最后，你都不会知道那结果。
既然要下注，也要有承担输赢的勇气。
我，决定勇敢的跨那一步。
虽然第一步总是最艰难的。
朋友说远距离恋情总是宣告失败的，
当然，自己也曾疑惑、不确定、不踏实、以及不安，
自问自己该不该去接受去点燃它，
还是只维持目前的和谐关系就好。
现在，我只想忠于自己的感觉，
感觉是真实的。

没办法否认，
它曾来过，来敲开我的心房。
让我感觉到他的体贴和温暖，
让我感觉到他的疼惜和努力，
我给了自己和他一次机会，
相信对方一次，
也让自己努力一次。
我不想去质疑对方对我的情感。
当初的承诺我不急于去兑现。
说“我爱你”这三个字太容易了。
所以，我选择让时间来为我解答。
就像他当初说的，用说的，还不如用行动来证明。
现在的我，很想努力的为自己活一次，
不为他人，
就算最后的结果不如你我所期望。
但生命，该是酸甜苦辣，缺一不可的。

跌倒了，就重新再爬起来，

我们可以从来。

但生命没办法从来。

好好体验生命中的每一个阶段吧！

以期留下遗憾，还不如努力一次。
我，做了我的选择，你呢？

Driver's Education

2008-07-05T05:33:00.000-07:00

（我是85年的牛女，请让路！）

一看题目就知道，我今天想说的是什么。
对！没错！我这个许家大小姐终于肯去考车了！
二十三岁才去上课，说来有点不好意思。
因为懒的关系，总是以忙碌为借口，尽量在拖延。
加上总是有好心人偶尔接送，所以觉得还不需要。
上课快迟到了就大声嚷着“爸，送我上学吧，我真的迟到了！”
晚上肚子饿了，宵夜的时间到了又嚷“爸，肚子饿了，打包。”
说真的，我还真是典型的生活白痴。
课业上，我的成绩不赖。
工作上，我还蛮能干的。
小事糊涂，大事精明总是运用自如。
在异性面前，在自己喜欢的男人面前，
我不介意当个小女人，当个小迷糊，偶尔做个傻瓜+笨蛋，
让他们细心照顾。
但是在工作学业上，我比较喜欢当个强者。
我讨厌输的感觉。
但不介意在错误中学习。
说到生活常识，我真的没办法否认自己是个白痴。
也没否认的必要。
我不懂得烹饪，因为每当享用完我的美容觉，
都有丰富的晚餐摆在饭桌上。
我不懂得洗衣，因为我会把所有的衣服都搅浑在一起，
结果颜料都染到别的衣服上，
导致所有衣服都报销，
最后还得让妈妈来是残局，加上几天的唠叨。
我承认，我是幸运的。
因为不管是生活上、学业上、工作上，
都有人呵护栽培。
给我机会学习和尝试。
因为身体不佳的关系，
我弟弟更像是个哥哥。
不过，学车，逃不掉。
因为就连小我五岁的弟弟都要考车了，
我这个姐姐不跟着去，像话吗？
其实我还作了个后盾，打算做个好心体贴的姐姐，
等等我那小我八年的弟弟一起去考，那就可以再拖个三四年了。
呵呵呵呵~
但，好像还是不行耶~
因为自己已经大事宣传的告诉了朋友们我今年肯定会考车。
虽然他们依旧翻翻白眼说：
“你这句话我听很多年了，等你考成了再告诉我们吧！”
看看吧！
如果不去考就太丢脸了！没后路了嘛！
而且我预算了在他回国前会拿到车牌的。
最后，还是去报道了。
不过，我想每个人都需要懂得驾驶吧。
加上我对advertising，Marketing，event management等行业

特别感兴趣，
那就更加需要了。
现在准备好，也是不错的。
今天上了五小时的课，无聊透了。
幸好自己带了很多小说去解闷解闷。
解散前，还很幸运的被教官点中回答问题。
"Sir,boleh panggil calon lain? kerana saya mimpi tadi."
"you seronok dengan baca buku tadi ya,
tak apa la...cuba sahaja, orang lain akan bantu you!"
结果，还是靠别人指点答案。
哈哈哈哈。。
下个礼拜六，就得去考试了。
原来，Driver Edu 有英文版和国文版的，
教官说，英文的比较容易，
没有像马来版般兜兜转转，比较直接了然。
那就来个英文好了，国文好像生锈蛮久了。
希望下星期顺顺利利，一次过关。
小姐很穷，不想重考，怕怕！
何况下星期开始学校还有期中考呢！

祝福我吧~

Message

2008-07-01T07:55:00.000-07:00

SyLVene: Dear, can u please help me to keep some message? cause my mobile got a bit problem need to format.

(sending...........................sent.)

MeLV: Dear, can you resend again, cause I was deleted it accidently.

(Resend again...................... after 5min, he called.)

SyLVene: Hello my dear, what happen?

MeLV: Dear, why you want to keep for it?

SyLVene: Nothing, just want to keep and it's quite important to me.

MeLV: How important and why?

SyLVene: Ermmm~~~~ quite important lo..and..and... why I need to tell u!!

MeLV:Ok. But I wouldn't keep for u.

SyLVene: Why not??

MeLV: Caused that's the message I sent you last time.Thus, I wouldn't resend again.

SyLVene: Then how? I will miss up everything after format my mobile! I'm already bet with u last time that I'm be able to keep the messages for long. But now, you are rejected to keeping it just for temporary. Sure will missing!!! Not fair... sure you will win for it what!

MeLV: Hahaha... don't care. There is no point and no meaning to resend the message.You bet with me on it sure got your own way to solve it. You can just put in your heart, your mind, even your blog. That's another way too to keep the message that i sent you.

SyLVene: Are you sure? I though this is suppose to be privacy and sure you will feel unhappy with it.

MeLV: Why not? I don't mind you post it on your blog even share with whole world. Some more, that message doesn't mention my name.

SyLVene: don't worry my dear, I will help you to mention it. i'm sure i will.

__________________________________________________________

p/s: Ok, to make sure that I wouldn't missing the message or maybe forgot the message once day, i will post it at here.

1st, the message I had received during my birthday, but it was the time he leaving M'sia.

"Dear,happy birthday,Surprise? i dnt want to pre-wish so get help from my buddy.hehe..hope to enjoy more v u. From MeLV, dear."

2nd, the message I had received at night when I sleep tight.

''Dear, I enjoy to n be luv by u.mayb we r not perfect,but i choose to be v you to enjoy n share everything 2gether. I will work hard for our relation,for you to b the luckies 1.Love you, dear. even i can't be by ur side now, but i be v you in heart and replace physically next time. gd nite,dear. mmmuackss....!!"

OK.Done.

I already told you I will post it! And i did!!

未成年？

2008-06-29T09:15:00.000-07:00

今天去了一趟California Fitness.

一进门听到的第一句话，你们猜猜看是什么？

"Welcome"

"How are you?"

"May I help you?"

.................................................

不对！不对！都不对！

他是说“Girl, are you above 18? we just serve for 18 and above”

我说“Yes, I'm. I'm already 23. how old u though am I?”

他说“wau.. surprising...I though u below 18.”

156cm + 43kg + 巴掌脸（朋友说是娃娃脸）= 未成年？

结论“我一点女人的妩媚都没有。”

过后，有一位职员帮我做了个“Body Composition Analysis”

结果出炉：

“体重只有43kg, 以我的身高，我还差7kg。”

“Muscle Mass 不够。”

“body fat 也不符合标准。”

结论“我发育不良。”

（幸好我还有34 B和7kg的本钱吃多点。）

搞定了California 事宜。

就去找在Carefour打着周末工的大学朋友聊聊，等他放工。

然后拖着他一起去买“内在美”。

原本只是想闹着玩的，看他是否会尴尬，脸红。

结论“我想太多了，他可以陪你一起欣赏，

也不介意帮你看看，但我介意。”

我的星期天，无理头的星期天，完结。

三寸金莲

2008-06-28T12:01:00.000-07:00

纏足，又称裹脚、纏小腳，是中国汉人20世纪初以前的一種风俗。女子自幼兒期时以布紧缠双足，使足骨变形足形尖小，行路只能以足跟勉強行走的做法。古時以女子小腳為美，为了漂亮，他们可以忍受纏足之痛和种种带来的不便。所谓“三寸金莲”，由此而来。但自清朝末期起，汉族民眾开始認為是對婦女的一種壓制手段，此習俗逐漸消失。

但，它真的消失了吗？我还真是怀疑我妈是否在我还不懂事的时候，偷偷的帮我纏了足。不然，我怎么老是买不到鞋子呢?每个人都羡慕我的小脚板，看起来斯文又可爱的。但，却不了解我买鞋的困扰。每次看中了某些漂亮的鞋子，总是没有我的鞋号！就算查了全kl 的outlet，还是没有！三号半真的那么难找吗？好难得看中了一对NIKE shoes！唉。我还是去童装部好了。就连专卖店都找不到我的鞋子，还有什么好说的呢？

（跟我无缘的NIKE,RM199）

今天在mid-valley的小小战利品。

（幸好都在大减价，不然肯定破产！但还是得开始节制了。）
(FOS运动裤,RM39)

(FOS 运动衣,RM27)

(Ogival Bikini,RM109)

(MNG,RM39 after 50% discounts)

(Infront designed)

(behind desiged)

(MNG,RM20 after 50% discounts)

今天在Hokaido cafe 的丰富晚餐。

P/S: 流口水了吧？呵呵呵。。

蝴蝶论理（Butterfly Theory）

2008-06-25T10:02:00.000-07:00

古剧里，

柳树伴亭，

桥梁垮湖，

人骄花骄，

蝴蝶庭里扑，

但，蝶，永远扑不着。

这时，想起朋友的一个蝴蝶论理。

她说，蝴蝶论理可以运用在爱情里。

蝴蝶，

你越去追逐它，尝试去捕捉它，

想牢牢地把它套紧。

它，飞得更快，更远，

让你追不着，跟不到，也捉不了，

何况是套牢？

它不买你帐！

它没让你得逞！

反之，你不理它，你不在意它，你不强迫它，

你不乞求它，

放弃穷追不舍，

给它海阔天空，

它却乖乖地回到你的肩膀，

静静的待着。

不走。

只要它愿意。

这样的蝴蝶论理，

你了解了吗？

在你的爱情里，

找到属于你那只不走的蝴蝶了吗？

我的朋友，

那和我分享蝴蝶论理的朋友，

她找到了。

那我的呢？

在哪？

我的蝴蝶，

请为我停留，

不走。

如果，是你。

因为不爱了

2008-06-21T02:50:00.000-07:00

人在分手时，都会说些什么?
“对不起，你会遇到更好的！”
“对不起，你值得更好的！”
“对不起，我们的观点、见解和方向都不一样！”
“对不起，。。。。。。。。。”
当初，所有的事情都是很简单的，
就因为爱，就只是爱，
把两个人牵扯在一起。
为什么，分手的时候，一切都变得复杂了呢？
开始，只需要一个理由；
结束，且拥有上万个不可理喻的借口！
对，我称之为是藉口。
而我也可笑的曾运用过那所谓的借口！
我想，
分手时，说再多都是徒然的。
最好还是保持沉默，
只需一句“对不起，因为我不爱你了。”
就是那么简单。。。。因为不爱了。。。。。

一百天

2008-06-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

窗外，转来嘀嗒嘀嗒的雨声。。

时大时小地。。

偶尔，还有雷声来伴奏着。。

仿佛在为我那天国的亲人歌颂着。。

我外公，我最亲爱的他，已经离开我们第一百天了。

在地球上活了八十八年的他，

总于卸下了所有的承担，完成了他这辈子的责任。

到另一个安详的国度去。

生老病死，谁逃得过呢？
你逃不了，我也躲不掉。

还记得小时候，爸妈还在美国工作，是他把我提拔长大的。

每天一早，他总是三番四次的把我从温暖被单里挖起床，

因为我最爱赖床了。

然后，

踩着他那老旧的脚踏车送我上学，

虽然一路上都有点摇摇晃晃的，

感觉非常的吃力。

他为我准备早餐，他陪我聊天，

我们一起喝椰酒，一起吃海鲜，

在他忙着灌溉院子里的水果和蔬菜的当儿，

我总是在他的周围捣乱着，拨弄他的土壤，偷吃他的水果。

虽然调皮，但依然是他的心肝外孙女。

在我病重时，他比任何人都还要担心和着急。

甚至自己也当起了医生。

他，真的是个可爱又摩登的公公，

可以跟我们这些晚辈们一起喝茶说笑，

聊我家那慈禧太后-妈妈年轻时的年少疯狂，

当然，也聊妈妈年轻时的固执任性。

曾经，我开玩笑的告诉他，以后有男朋友一定要带给他看，

公公喜欢的才行，确保他的孙女嫁个疼爱她的好男人。

老人家不都很会看相吗？

我想是经验所然吧！

还有，

他还答应过我会尽量地在地球上待久一些，

那就可以看我披上白纱的样子。

他只是说尽量。

现在，我终于遇到“他”，

一个愿意陪我回去会面亲人的男人。

我好想让他见见我的“他”。

我最棒的他。

对他说：“外公，这是我的选择。”

然后，再给我一个欣慰的微笑。

只可惜，那一天永远只能停留在那一天。

他来不及看见我的他，

他来不及看见我的白纱，

他甚至来不及看见现在的我。

真的来不及了。

生命真的很脆弱，可不是？

很多事情都没办法预测，也没办法改变。

唯有去接受。

我接受了他的离去，在很早很早以前，在他被埋入泥土以前，

因为，我看到了他的解脱，从病痛里得到了解脱。。

在我梦里。

我不再为此心疼流泪，只为他送上我的祝福。

然后，继续珍惜身边拥有的一切。

我好想你外公！好想好想。。。。

如果再让时光倒流，我想，我依然会是那个调皮坏蛋，爱捣蛋你菜园的小孙女。

决不会是沉默乖乖牌的闷瓜。。

因为坏坏的我比较有趣，连回忆都是甜的。

外公，我很努力的让自己更加棒，

即使在天国的你，也会为我感到骄傲和欣慰。

绝对会。

你等着瞧！

按摩按摩

2008-06-18T08:48:00.000-07:00

MORINO KAZE aromatherapy

好可爱的卡片！

晚餐前都要拍照，受不了~

今天刚和我的好姐妹们去Pavillion看了一部电影-The Happening.
还没看过的朋友们，千万别去看，
因为它真的是一部无聊顶头的烂片子！
我想，最近好莱坞也遇到了瓶颈，只好随便拍拍几下混饭吃！
唉。。可怜了我们这些消费群。
闲逛了一天，大家都累了，
就临时起意去了MORINO KAZE aromatherapy，
来个traditional body massage.
那些小姐们的手势还真的蛮不错。环境也不差。
我躺在哪，根本就不想动了。让我睡吧！呵呵呵呵~~
最近压力慢慢的压着过来，
很多Assignments 都还没动手去做，也还没有概念该从何做起。
按摩按摩下，人都舒服点。。。至少身体没那么紧绷了。

专属钢琴

2008-06-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

“我喜欢懂得音乐、有才华的男生。他们特别的有魅力，尤其是懂得弹钢琴的男生。今天看见一个小男生在乐器行里弹着钢琴，好养眼！可惜他小过我太多了，要不然，好想把他给吃了！”

“哈哈哈哈～那他可能会把你给饿死。毕竟那只能当兴趣吧！养得活你吗？你是该回到现实了吧？”你笑笑的语气回应着。

“谁说的？周杰伦还没饿死！音乐也可以当职业的。”

“那世上有多上个能像他如此幸运呢？不过，钢琴我也懂得。从小就开始学了。虽然还不到专业极的，但只要有琴谱，还是弹得出一首动人的曲子”

“你荒废那么久？还弹得出来吗？”

“就只是白键和黑键。给点时间自己重新熟悉下，很快就上手的。别把它们想得太复杂。”

“那我可以把你当宠物绑在我的房里侍养吗？当然，我每天会提供你食物的。绝对不会让你饿死。我是很善良的女孩。但，只要我想听音乐时，你得弹给我听。”

“好啊，如果你以后负责养家的话，我可以每天在家待命。这样可以吗？”

“Erm....我想还是算了。呵呵呵～”

“哈哈哈。。胆小鬼！”

“那下次弹给我听，我负责配唱好了。可以吗？”

“好。有机会的。”

还记得，你说过你懂得弹琴。

我不曾宁听过。

但，我想成为你那台钢琴。

那专属的钢琴。

那带着高雅的钢琴。

让你那带着感情、温柔的指尖，

轻轻地，

在我身上的黑白键之间流动。

我被触碰着，被抚摸着，被疼惜着，被温暖着，

和你一起沉溺其中，

沉醉于其中，

弹出首首动人的旋律。

心情日记

2008-06-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

今天，终于有机会和JOBS.DB的旧同事见面了。
距离上次的聚会，已经快半年了吧！
好想念他们！
听着他们在工作上的点点滴滴，

突然有股冲动想回去和他们一起奋斗！
虽然每个月都必须承受着业绩的压力，

但也有努力过后所带来的满足感！
最重要的是，金钱的味道！
天，学生没收入，很穷的！
哈哈哈！
今晚的火锅晚餐吃得还真饱呀！
那，下次再聚聚了！

P/S:

To my SPD group members, I had success

to get the catalog at klcc by today!!

haha...

Really thanks a lot for the gal who served me well today.

maybe she may not see it, but i did appreaciated for her profesional services!

this only call profesional,

not for those who working in such supermarket or else,

will only show us their stupid face and lack of polite!!

等待

2008-06-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

谁说找到了你的那个“他”就不会再觉得孤单寂寞？

我说，就因为生活中有了个他，你更感觉到寂寞了。

你每天等着他的电话；

就算只是单单的一声hi~

你依然会感到很开心。

你每天等着他的信息，

希望他会给你一些回应，说句窝心的话。

你每天一回到家就会马上的上线，

就算是饿着肚子，满身的汗水和尘埃，

只为了寻找他的踪影，等着他上线，

你会为他等上很长的时间，

也心甘情愿地为他等上很长的时间，

虽然偶尔会生闷气，会失落，会疑惑，

你气的是，他拥有理直气壮的理由让你没办法去责怪他；

你失落的是，你等上整晚的时间换来的却只是那一句晚安，

因为他最后能给你的就只有区区的几分钟；

你疑惑的是，这种相处方程式真的是你要的吗？

那这跟之前那段失败的爱情有什么差别呢？

你依然是一个人过的。

你没办法好好的和他说上一句你想对他说的话，

单单的一句话，也显得是有点奢侈的。

这就是他当初所说的，会努力的让自己成为最幸运的人吗？

幸运的定义在哪？他怎知道你最想要得是什么呢？

为什么你完全感觉不到自己是幸运的。

至少目前是感觉不到的。

你，唯有继续沉溺在你的疑惑之中。

所以，你更孤单了，

在等待和期盼的过程中，

你终于真正的品尝到了所谓的孤单寂寞。

其实你最想要得只不过是他用心的聆听，

用心的陪伴，

可以为你抽出稍稍宝贵的时间，

但，

他们能做的往往都是有限的。

让人失望的。

让人难过的。

他们能为你做的是什么？

而真正能为你做的又有什么？

但，你能责备他吗？不！你没办法。

因为他说，他是为了我们的将来而努力。

其实，你可以向他要求的，

但，看着他那疲惫的双眼，

你却不忍。

人，往往就是活着在这可恶又矛盾的情绪之中。

最后，

能依靠的只是自己不是吗？

一个人，

没有期待，没有等待，没有疑惑，没有失落，

对你而言，

反而更逍遥自在了。

对，

等待太漫长了。

你选择了不再等待。

你选择了对换角色，

让他们为你等待。

Just a hug.

2008-06-08T05:23:00.000-07:00

Tonight is a lonely night to me.
I feel moody to do everything.
I feel tired,
I feel depression,
I feel downhearted,
I got no energy at all.
I hope got someone beside me right now,
to listen, to share, to advice, to accompany,

to have a big warm hug,
just with a simply hug.
But when I turned my head to another side of my bed,

there had nobody.
The bed is cold...

without the temperature of somebody.
Without the smell of somebody too that u felt familiar.
When I woke up in the early morning,

nobody look at my face with full of love,
and give me a smile to start my new day.
So I choose to sleep till noon to escape of it.
When I going to bed,

nobody give me a good night kiss and said “sweet dream, my dear.”
When I was tired,

nobody can borrow me a shoulder together with a warm hug.
When I boring,

nobody is there to have a talk and listen to.
Even though I got a lot of story would like to share,
but I have no chance to share all of my life with you.
I really hope that got somebody there to instead of nobody.
I really hope that got somebody there to take away my loneliness.
But, I still stay with my loneliness since still got nobody beside me.
Yes, this is my life, nothing different compared with previously,
I supposed to get on used with it.
But I didn’t!
What wrong with me?
I was started to rejected my life, even myself.
My friend told me that lonely is a poison.
He nearly did some mistaken by today cause of his loneliness.
But luckly he didn’t at last.
Maybe you will advise me to learnt how to stay alone,
how to enjoy with my night.
Yes, I did. But it’s not always worked.
Right now,

I’m not the girl who was independent, confidence, and entertain,
It was instead with the one who need a lot of care and love.
Smile, just the tool used to cover my tears,
Confidence, just the tool used to cover my weakness,
Tonight,

allow me to take off my mask,

to take a deep of breath.
Tonight,

allow me become a child who always pampered to others reasonable,
Tonight,

I’m not the 1 always acting mature and strong,

but the one only desire for a hug.
Just a hug~

我醉了

2008-06-03T23:03:00.000-07:00

今天是我堂姐的大喜之日！

一向身体不佳的她，

终于找到了一个愿意一辈子承担着甜蜜负担的他！

看着她那身紫色的性感婚纱，

挽着黑色西装的他，

是多么地天生一对！

挂在脸上的甜蜜笑容，是多么的耀眼、动人，

告诉着大家，

今晚的她们是多么的幸福快乐！

对未来，是无限的期待。

荧幕上不停的地播放着他们一路走来的点点滴滴，

所有爱的回忆，所有的幸福画面，

默默的诉说着属于他们的爱情故事，

今天的结合并不是偶然！

所以，我醉了。

醉入爱情的甜蜜之中；

醉入温馨的气氛之中；

醉入他们的爱情宣言之中；

醉入双方父母为自己的儿女，

流下那祝福泪水的感动之中；

醉入他们的期待和喜悦之中；

也同时地醉入了那红酒之中；

我醉入了，也坠入了。

突然一刹哪，我欲望的想披上白色的婚纱，

就是那么短暂的一刹那。。。

今晚，我真的醉了！

且醉得不轻，

但，请容许我醉上片刻。

抛开理智，抛开世俗的眼光，抛开所有，

在脑海里编制着属于自己的梦，

那几乎完美的梦！

心里，默默地给于最真诚的祝福！

永远少一件

2008-06-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

今天是个晴朗的星期天，

约了OCBC的旧同事Jasmine,& Li Leng一起逛街。

半年没见了，还是老样子。

所为三个女人一个嘘，

一见面就有说不完的话题，小声说大声笑的。

一起享用午餐，一起四处逛逛，

物色舒适和脚的鞋子来取代我那双穿了半年多的破鞋！

再来，就是件连身裙配上条高雅的皮带，

准备下礼拜的结婚晚宴。

不管再多，

女性总是觉得衣柜里永远少件衣服，鞋柜里永远少双鞋子！

每打开衣柜，总觉得没衣穿！

哎。。。没救了！

再这样下去，银行户口又得少个零了。

果然，爱美是女人的天性！

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VEES,RM49.90.

排队

2008-05-28T22:31:00.000-07:00

买东西，要排队；
上厕所，要排队；
搭电车，要排队；
缴电费，要排队；
但，爱情，也要排队吗？
因为我先到，所以你该是属于我的？
因为你先到，因此我该是选择你的？　
那“第三者”“劈腿”“移情别恋”算是什么？
面对着那拨动你心弦的后来者，有多少个人会拒绝说：
“对不起，你真得很好很优秀，只是，他比你先到。”？　
那曾经何时，自以为深爱着对方的自己，
对两人的未来抱着满满憧憬的自己，
不停地在幻想着两人未来的自己，
在对方耳边轻述爱意的自己，
却因那迟来的后来者，而粉碎了呢？
何时，后来者，竟然迎头赶上了前者？
何时，后来者，竟然被宣称是最适合你的人？
原来爱的深浅，跟时间的长短，永远都不可能成为正比。
还有谁会相信，还有谁会遵守“先到先得”的论理？
在爱情里，你还会循规蹈矩的排队吗？
那，你可能永远都没有上场的机会，
因为，一直都有人在插队,
为自己做争取！　

书虫

2008-05-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

一年一度的海外华文书展又来临咯！
从小就爱书的我又怎么能错过呢？
那太对不起自己了~！
只可惜带的现钱不够，不然，

真的真的好想把整个书展都搬回家噢！
不过，家里好像。。已经没地方让我摆书了吧~ =.=!!
把旧书送人又不舍得 T-T
毕竟每一页都有我翻阅过的痕迹，
陪伴我度过很多的岁月，
都是我细心照顾的宝贝们。
但是如果要我停止再购买书籍，那真的比登天还难吧？
我是多么地享受着那满载而归的满足感和幸福感啊！
怎么办呢？
亲爱的，别忘了为我准备间温暖舒适，光线充足，

且空间十足的书房！
我梦想的书房。

再不然，独特典雅的阅读角落也行。
（你敢食言，我就杀了你！）
这次的书展如往年一般，依然是应有尽有！
不论是励志、文言、美容、烹饪、政坛、推理、灵异、
地理文学、商业质询、美术甚至是软件等等，
都可以找到！

而我，又买了什么呢？

就是以上那八本书咯！

突然觉得自己的阅读范围蛮广的，都是不同类型的书籍！
我有时会因为书内的一句话，或它的封面设计而把它买下来。
就是那么的随兴！
高兴就好！
又是满足的一天！

如果

2008-05-25T18:23:00.000-07:00

如果我有钱，我要买一台入口车；

如果我有钱，我要买一栋独立洋房；

如果我有钱，我要买一栋豪华别墅；

如果我有钱，我要买很多的名牌包包；

如果我有钱，我要买很多的名牌服饰；

如果我有钱，我要买很多的钻石项链；

如果我有钱，我要提早退休环游世界；

如果我有钱，我要给你们我所有的一切一切；

如果我有钱，我真的会给你们最好的生活；

如果我有钱。。。。

如果。。。

如果让我重来，我不会选择你；

如果让我重来，我不会选择入这行；

如果让我重来，我不会选择这条路；

如果让我重来，我不会选择如此的堕落；

如果让我重来，我不会再欺骗你；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的自私；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的任性；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的不负责任；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的固执；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的为所欲为；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的无知；

如果让我重来，我不会再那么的。。

如果让我重来，我不会。。。。

如果让我重来。。。。。

如果。。。

那来那么多的如果。。。？

********************************************************************

外加一：

我妈老是说

“如果让我重来，我才不会嫁你老爸！”

我爸呢，就常告诉我们

“我都不明白当时为什么会娶你妈！

都是我的兄弟“靠害”介绍给我。”

哎。。他们的幽默、他们的打情骂俏让人吃不消。

又是如果。

因为你们的没办法重来，

因为你们兄弟的“靠害”才有今天的我们呢~

别再如果了吧！

外加二：

我爸老是说：

“等爸中了马票，就换个大洋房！

再外加三间送给你们，一人一间当结婚礼！”

我妈老是说：

“如果妈今晚中字，

明天就请你们全部去K歌!名牌任买”

还是如果。

等你们真的中了，再说吧！

（至于k 歌，不需要等中字吧！有那么可悲吗？）

悠闲的结束

2008-05-23T21:08:00.000-07:00

假期就将结束了，倒数的第二天T_T

我可以把时间调回去吗？还不想开课噢！

大学生涯并没有我们想得那么悠闲。

天！时间过得还真快！就没办法让它走慢点吗？我不急呀！

想想这三个星期内，我到底都在做了些什么呢？

约朋友看了几场电影、吃了几次饭、逛街血拼、ｋ歌、

还有上山和中六的死党聚聚以外，

就只是在家里混，和电脑培养培养感情！

（我中毒了，电脑病毒！没有它，我活不了！）

噢，还有还有。。

那就是和我的地下情人MeLV Low调情，风雨不改的！

如果真要用某些形容词来形容我的假日，　

那就是“堕落”。

毫无计划的度过每一个假日，毫无自我增值。

但却过瘾极了！

之前忙得没日没夜的，至少假日可以好好地放下脚步休息休息，

享受没有压力、没有课业、没有考试、没有工作的日子。

天。。。简直是爽！

（羡慕吧！）

结果也胖了不少！生活就跟猪没什么两样，吃和睡！

上星期日和死党上Bukit Tinggi & Look Out Point简直快把我累垮了！

根本就是在考验我的体力嘛！！

一天的运动量比我两个礼拜加起来的还要多！

不过，很开心可以和大家一起聚聚

再见咯！

炫耀

2008-05-22T19:42:00.000-07:00

今天，我的旧同事，也是我的朋友很懊恼的告诉我，

他和旧情人见面了。
一个在当年把他给遗留下来，导致他对爱情失去信任的

旧情人。
旧情人总是特别难以忘怀的，

尤其当那段恋情并没有你预期中那般美好时。
如果有一天，在某些情况下遇见了旧情人，
女生总是希望自己是在准备好的状态之下，
不管是体态，装扮甚至是服饰，都是最完美的时候。
好让对方在多年后的今天，

能对自己另眼相看，或后悔当初首先放弃了自己。
如果他们因此而回头，从新展开追求那更好，
我们可以狠狠地拒绝，让他尝尝柠檬的酸，

好满足女性那少许的虚荣感！
（通常那时候，男的都有新的亲密对象了，那会发生这么好康的事？

醒醒吧！）
但对我朋友而言，当天的见面，并不是那么的让人得意好受。
对方除了一口流利英文＋粗口外，
还不断地在炫耀自己近年来是过得多么的逍遥自在，
仿佛自己是上流社会人士一般。
我想，她真正想表达的是：
“当年把你抛下是对的，

要不然我现在怎么能有机会吃香喝辣的，住大屋，养番狗呢？”
炫耀自己有钱的男人，炫耀拥有一所大房子，高级房车，现金等等。　
很讽刺吧？如果见面就只为了炫耀，那为何要见面？不如不见！
所谓“人比人，比死人”！
当你觉得自己很好很富有时，比你更富扩的人大有人在。
不过我想强调的是，

通常真正富有，属于上流社会的人士们，都只会选择低调吧？
还越低调越好呢！难道不怕被绑架，被跟踪，甚至被偷拍吗？
就连基本的隐私和自由都没了！
只有那些自以为了不起的人们，才喜欢放声说大话。
用一大笔花费把自己包装得全身是金，是银的。。
（opss..忘了银并不值钱，好吧，改换名牌

LV, Gucci, Prada, Coach etc）
外表看来，他们真的很有钱，很高尚哦。。
但口袋可是空空的呢。。
那，我宁可选择外表穿着平凡点，Esprit, top shop level就好了，
但荷包饱饱的比较实际！
除非你真的有那能力足以提供更好的生活水平，

或钱多得无处花费。。
但可别变成名副其实的“卡奴”！
朋友，你可是幸运的！
因为今天的她让你知道，当初的你被遗留下来是件好事，
是你生命中的一个转折点，
因为，你值得更好的！

女人间的友情。

2008-05-22T06:55:00.001-07:00

（Me & Stephanie)

听说，男人之间的友情往往会比女人之间的来得坚固可靠。
他们讲信用，讲义气，甚至可以为对方吃死猫背黑锅。
女人就不行了。
女人在每一个不同的阶段都会有不同的一群朋友。
就有如当年两个好得像“油条”的女生，也会在毕业后各奔前程，
因此少了联系。
见色忘友对女性来说也不足为奇！她们通常是健忘的。
拥有伴侣后，他们常会活在充满爱的两人世界里，
忘记了姐妹们的存在，而冷落了对方。。
但他们并不是有意的，爱情的力量是很伟大的，不是吗？
也有人常说“爱情是盲目的”。
直到有一天，他们清醒了。。。。。。。。。。
他们的爱情不再顺利了，或者是失恋了。。
才会记起一路陪伴走来的好姐妹，才会领悟到朋友是多么的可贵难得。
（我并不是说爱情不可贵，但友情价更高！平衡下嘛！）
或许吧。。但少了联系并不代表真地把对方给忘了不是吗？
只要任何一个出了问题，有了困难，我们还是会伸出援手的。
就像Stephanie,一个从中学就认识的好朋友。她失恋了。
五年的付出和信任，狠狠地被对方糟蹋得一文不值，万劫不复。
可悲的是，她竟然在五年后才看清那男人的真面目

一个玩弄爱情的骗子！
可喜的是，她至少为自己保留了未来的五十年。
而我呢，也刚结束了一段感情没多久。
或许我和她在感情上都遇到了挫折，
因此话题特别得多，特别的投缘，特别的同感深受，
近年来极少联络的我们，最近却联系得特别频密。
恢复单身，时间多了出来，俩个女人的相处时机会也变多了。
一起看场电影，一起吃个饭。一起逛下街，一起成为名副其实的K-GAL.
两个女人在一个大得足以容纳下数十人的包厢内唱得不亦乐乎！
简直是把场地当成了是自己的个人秀，高音乱飚乱跳的！
不怕走调，甚至破音吗？
哈！谁管的？开心就好！我可是缴了服务费来娱乐的耶~
我想，当时我们俩的声量可把整个走廊给震爆了吧？
工作人员，委屈咯！毕竟，赚钱并不是那么容易的！
如果是几个月前，我会为了一首情歌而感触，而落泪。
失恋的女人往往比较感情细腻，和神经质的。
（什么？你说是我先提出分手的，应该是被遗留下来的人比较痛？别在这装可怜？话可不是那么说！不管是谁先开口，双方都是受伤的，毕竟都努力过不是吗？那需要多么大的勇气呀！而且，我是双鱼座宝宝，比较感性！）
但那天，唱着首首的情歌，我，并没哭。
脑海里出现的，却是我们俩当年还穿着浅蓝色校服的画面。
靠着窗边的位子，望着窗外那绿悠悠的草场，一起哼着那熟悉且动人的曲子。

张惠妹的“真实”。
　
“你说的话在我心中生了根爱得很深所以心很疼　
记忆在我的心中翻滚是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨　
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍我能感觉另外一个人　
我等等笑容换成泪痕爱在崩溃的时候比较真　
太多疑问知道答案又如何原来容忍不需要天份　
只要爱错一个人　
心痛比快乐更真实爱为何这样的讽刺　
我忘了这是第几次一见你就无法坚持　
孤独比拥抱更真实爱让人失去了理智　
会不会是我太自私拒绝更寂寞的日子　
放不开也看不见未来难道这种不完美　
才是爱情真实的样子”

还记得，那是我当年教你哼的呢！想不到你因此而爱上了它。
总是在上课的空挡一起哼着这首歌。。。
（当年那可怜的老师就快被我们这两个调皮鬼气死了吧？）

是我复原能力强呢？还是我爱得不够真不够深。我发现少了你，我依然可以活得很好。原来遗忘，比我想象的还要简单容易得多。。
我的心不再痛了。。。
　